'I'm great, I'm fine...'

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I'm great, I'm fine. In a way,
Everything's okay in the day,
But when I go home I just want to cry,
Watch in the mirror, the tears while they dry,

I just take off my mask,
"When will this end?" I ask,
Waiting impatiently for the day I die,
"There is no end," I hear in reply,

I've got lots of promises for keeping,
But I forget about all when I'm sleeping,
Though this does not shut the voices in my head,
Always wanting to watch me dead,

In silence I'm screaming,
But happy seeming,
I'm not okay, I'm not fine,

It doesn't matter how much I seem to shine,

Tired of my life,
Wanting to end it with a knife,
But does not matter what my dreams say,
I'm still here hoping one day,
I'll actually be okay.

Author's Note : Copied this poem from shuls14 because she's absolutely talented and I love reading her works. Go follow/vote/spam her. She's amaZayn !

Stay Strong

-E xx

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