Chapter 1

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I'm in my room out of my godman mind.

I just vaped non stop and I'm having the headrush of my life.

i fucking love it

Right now I'm laying on my back on my bed arms spread like I'm about to die.

I wish I was.

My mother and step father are having an argument.

She's on her stupid drugs again. She came home late the other night all ohkay then next morning it seems as if everything about her had changed.

Puffy eyes. Which I'm pretty sure is not from them fucking again. I doubt they even did last night.

Slow movements. Drained energy. Bad mood. Like she has this hatred for the world. Avoidant.

It's night right now. They both arrived from work. After only 5 minutes arguing happens.

All cuss words one could imagine. Mostly from my mother's side.

All I can hear is pain and frustration is my stepfathers voice.

The door slams

I rush out of my room stopping halfway the stairs.

He turns around.

He's breathing is fast. He's face is red. So are his eyes. It's like he is a vampire that just got the taste of blood for once in his life.

For a good solid 6 seconds he stares at me. I stare back.

yes I'm counting

"I think you should go back to your room" he finally let's out. Almost whispering.

He's always been so gentle with me.

"After almost 4 years of marriage she never once mentioned she was a drug addict?" I say scoffing and half smiling

"No" he says

"Hmmmm" I nod with my lips pierced

"You say that as if you knew she would do it again" He says confused

"I know my mother. So I know...drug addicts" I reply. With much more confidence than I intended.

He looks down on me and takes a deep breathe while looking away and asks "Are you ohkay?" while I look down on myself.

Shit.

I realise I only have on under and sweater that sits till by hips.

"Oh shit-ahh-im-soo sorry I'll go-" I say trying to pull my shirt down more and walk back to my room. Which wasn't even helping.

He cuts me off "- No. Stop. Please."

I stop in my tracks and turn around.

"It's ohkay. If you feel comfortable that way I will have to respect it" He says glueing his eyes to mine.

What a man.

"You haven't awnsered my question" he says sternly

"It was a stupid question"

He sounds less frustrated now

"Have you eaten?"

"No"

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