I hate you more

10. Movies & Popcorn

It took me about 10 minutes to walk home it wasnt that cold so I wasn't too bothered other than the few cat calls I got from other students out  at this time making me roll my eyes at each one

I feel gross

Once I got home I took a warm shower to destress then threw on some white joggers and a top, I see Blake jacket hanging on my cupboard and decided to throw it on

What it's big on me, it keeps me warm and it's comfortable making me feel better in it than the tight clothes I was in a minute ago, I can smell Blake cologne on it, it smells nice

I decided to make some popcorn and put a movie on  which ended up being anyone but you it's a new movie that I've been meaning to watch

I sit on the lay on the couch with my giant bowl of popcorn and get comfortable

Before the movie even starts the door opens getting my attention, I pop my head up to see it's Blake who's taking his hoodie off, the way it comes off pulls his shirt up reveling his abs

Thoes damn abs

"not a word chambers" I warn pointing a finger at him as he looks over at me he just puts his hands up in defence before walking over to the couch 

I sit up so he can sit down which he does right next to me and takes a handful of popcorn making me roll my eyes as he gets comfortable

I was comfortable laid down but now I can't seem to get comfortable again and reslessly keep moving around on the couch

"jesus here" Blake says clearly getting annoyed my  constant shuffling about I look at him to see he's grabbed a pillow and had it on he lap

I look at him with a confused look, why is he being so nice

"what Talia does it all the time when we're watching movies it the only way she keeps still she said it reminds her of when we were kids" he says not looking at me as he says it he's fixated on the movie

I shrug I can't be bothered to start an argument so I slide done on the couch and rest my head on the pillow I feel awkward at first but soon get used to it

Blake has always cared for his sister like that he is fiercely protective of her, he always has her back and had always been there for her to keep her cool headed

Ever since moving in he has been alot nicer at times we still bicker like kids but moments like these are weirdly nice

His arm is resting over my shoulders his fingers hovering just above my hand, his scent surrounds me I inhale it deeply it's got a wet oak and whisky  kind of smell to it, different to the one he's normally wearing

Half way through the movie I turn on my back and look up at blake who's just stuffed his mouth with popcorn making me roll my eyes playfully

"hey I say to him softly

" hi" he responds mouth still full of popcorn

Boys

"what's going on with you" I asked curiously

He finally looks down a confused look on his face as he swollows the food that was in his mouth

His soft.... Pink..... Warm.... Perfect shaped lips

KADY!?!?

"what do you mean?" he asks confused

"you've been... I don't know nice, you're never nice" I mutter making him roll his eyes

"you started it" he shrugs his green eyes piercing into mine

"how, I didn't do anything" I say frowning at him

"the hockey game" is all he says before purposely throwing a piece of popcorn at my head mamkmf. Me rub the spot

"I did that for-" I start but he cuts me off

"Talia I know you've said that already but you are your own person Kady-Ann she didn't force you" he says

Fair play

"mmh" is all I say before laying there in silence

After a few moments his phone pings getting his attention, he pulls his phone out his pocket and reads whatever the message says

"get up" he says hardly giving me any time to do just that as he stands up I just managed to catch myself so I don't fall on the floor

I sit up right and before I can even ask him anything he's gone the door closing behind him

Well it was nice I guess while it lasted

I don't know what's made the change in our dynamic, 2 weeks ago this would of never happened matter of fact he would rather throw a glass bottle at my head than doing that, it's like moving in had made him softer towards me

We still fight don't get me wrong

And me.... What's going on with me my, looking at him like that? I never do that, I've never payed attention to his body or fascinated over how nice it is to look at

dammit kady

I scrunch my eyes tightly and shake my head trying to shake the thought out of my head if only it worked like that

My curiosity suddenly gets the better of me and I find myself walking over to where his room is the door is slightly open so I some grow the balls to push it open... What it was already open it's not like I opened it myself

His room is actually quite nice, he's got a king sized bed with blue and purple led lights under it and some blue ones on the roof, he's got a gaming spot in the corner with a rather large pc screen and some speakers around it, other than the bed being unmade it's actually quite neat for a boys room

It smells like him... Obviously it smells like him Kady I practically lives in here, I can see his cologne sat on the bed side table

No.... Kady no

"ugh" I moan and push myself into the room and walk over to the spray I'm already in his jacket so he won't notice if I freshen the smell up right?

I barely get sprits on when I hear the door opening again.... Fuck fuck fuck

I panic, there's literally nowhere for me to go I can't walk out his room because it leads to no other room other than the lounge so he'd see me come out his room and I've no excuse as to why I was in there

So he'd be pissed 

I've literally got two options here hide in his closet  or out the window.... We're on the second floor, I am not jumping out a window that's on  the second floor

I go to hide in his closet when I suddenly hear a girl laughing making me freeze in my spot I can her them violently making out the foot steps closer to the room

Choose kady quickly

"fuck that " I mutter to myself and go to the window , I go to jump hopping to land in the bushes to break my fall but the sound of the door opening distracts me and I fall

Spoiler... I don't land in the bushes