Star And Mr. Moon - [When Silence Speaks Louder]

CHAPTER 43 - Surrender

'Did I...miss something?..'

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Zee POV

I don't know just how long I've been sitting there, staring into the endless sea. But at last I decided to continue walking. And even after the sun was almost at the top of my head, I still didn't want to go back to my room.

Truly, I was kinda tired now, not to mention that I didn't get any sleep last night. But thinking about this matter inside my head, going to my room isn't gonna help me any better.

I was just wandering around there...this place was totally huge. There were a few people already at the beach when I looked at my watch. 10 am, I wonder if Chawarin already awake. And as the thought came floating in my mind, I almost bumped into a circle of people but I managed to avoid them.

Getting inside one of the convenience stores there, I saw a bottle of hangover herbs medicine. And instantly, there was one person that popped up in my mind...

Before getting out of the convenience store, I grabbed a bottle of the medicine and walked out from there.

My steps are getting faster as I take a bigger step to go to Chawarin's room, my heart beating louder and louder as I felt this sudden nervousness overpowering me. I just gained all of my courage to face him. Maybe I...maybe I... should just talk this out to him..

I'm sure we could sort these things out. As I arrived there, I pushed the bell button there. As I got sweaty all over my palm, I waited there. I waited and waited but I didn't hear anything in return. Is he still asleep?

"Nhu? Are you there?"

I waited a bit longer, pushing the door bell a few times again.

"Nhu? You still sleeping??"

I ask again. Got no answer from him, I walked to the back of his room, to the sliding door. It was not locked but when I opened it...he was not there...

I dashed outside, running to the beach again. Throwing my eyes here and there, Until I finally saw him...still exactly like how I dressed him last night before I tucked him in his bed. As my heart pounded against my chest, I walked to him and just before I even got an inch closer to him...I saw Max approaching him..

Shit! For some reason...that annoys me so much. I saw him as he walked to Chawarin, handing him a glass of drink. I clenched the bottle of medicine in my hands until I saw it....how Chawarin turns to face Max...and as those smiles appeared on his face, I somehow...

Feel upset.

And I can confirm it now...I hate it when Chawarin smiles at someone else... especially with that kind of smile that supposedly only belongs to me. And somehow it hurts my heart... seeing the sight of them. And when Chawarin reached his hand out to take the drink,

I left.

I can't stand the sight of them, it kills me a little seeing Chawarin with someone else.

I don't know where else I should go, I just let my legs take me anywhere. And for some reason here I am...at the toilet place... exactly where I just went yesterday, and here I am... sitting exactly at where Chawarin just sat yesterday.

Sitting there at the border line of the pedestrian side walk, staring at the blur lining between the sea and the sky. I heard footsteps from afar...at first I didn't care much about it but there's a strong feeling that told me to turn around. And as soon as I turned my head into the direction of the sound, I saw Chawarin...