2 years later....
"What the fuck, Minjeong?! What did you do?!" Ningning shouted like she wanted to punch me anytime.
"This is the only way for you to be the heir, Ning. You deserve all those---"
"Who are you to decide for myself?! That's why you're busy preparing something lately? It's because I'm going to marry you next week?! Damn it!" She said then throw the vase on the wall. "Fuck it!" She shouted.
"Ning, trust me wit this one. I know what I'm doing."
"YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING! I ALREADY SAID THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE THE HEIR AND I FUCKING MEAN IT! You should have trusted me when i said that!"
"But..."
"But what?! Our parents already agreed with your nonsense and yeah they also set their new business! We are going to marry each other next week, are you happy now?!." She said while looking at me with a disgust on her face.
I held her hands and kneel down. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry Ning. I have something to tell you."
She didn't but wait for my next line.
"There's another reason why I told my dad that.... I want to marry you, Ning... Because I love you." I said while looking up at her.
"Shit." She let go of my hand and walked to kick the chair. " Fucking shit!"
I stood up and stopped her but she pushed me away. That one was hard. "Ning.."
"We have a rule. Never fall in love with me. Right but what did you do?!" She shouted angrily again. Is she can kill me with her gazes, i swear I'm already dead at this moment.
"But I fell.."
"Fuck that thought because I can never love you back, Kim Minjeong! Are you out of your mind?"
"I'm sorry." I started crying while looking at her. "I didn't mean it"
"You didn't? Well there's no way i will love you like you want me to. We might get married and you will be my wife but I'm not going to be yours, Minjeong. I can't girl my heart to the person who controlled my future. You are no different from my family." She said then walked away. Leaving me crying.
I am deeply sorry.
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"Ningning." I said while hugging her back. We are already at the hotel her in China because our wedding just finished. Its our honeymoon time but this woman i am hugging is cold as ice.
"Leave me alone." She said while smoking her 3 cigarette since we got here. "I don't wanna see your face."
She started acting so rude when she know our family plan. She acted so different from the Ning i know and most of the time she's locking herself in her room until we reach China for our wedding. She doesn't give any damn to those people who are involved with all my stupid plan. Yes, I regretted everything but it's too late for me to cancel our wedding. My parent will be mad at me and the relationship of my family to hers will ruin so I decided to continued even it's wrong.
"But ning..." I broke the hug and kissed her. "Ning please.... I need you to feel my love."
She stared at me with blank face then smirked."so should i thank you for being considered all these time?"
"No. please, I just did that to---"
"Whatever." She pulled me closely and kissed me harshly. She moved aggressive and pushed me to lay down on the bed. "You really want this, huh?" She laughed devilishly. Ning took of all her clothes and threw it somewhere. I didn't have time to appreciate her body because in just a snap she already removed my night dress by tearing it harshly.
(I thought I want the top..... Guess I was wrong.)
"I don't fucking care who you are to me tonight but my whore." She said that make my heart sank. A whore.... Although we just got married earlier, i became a whore. Huh. That's unfair......
She kissed me on the neck, pinched me more on the bed and wandered her hand al through my body any care on her movements. It hurts physically and emotionally.
That night, she made me realise my worth, thay am nothing worth even just a cent. My ego, pride and confidence were all broken now but i still can still feel my love for her.
"I wil rule everything from now on" she said while siting on the bed because we just finish doing that thing. Nothing special about it but pain. She didn't leave any mark because she said I'm not her property. That hurt me too because knowing that my wife can't accept me as hers. I got some bruises on my wrist and arm but I don't care about it.
"Ning, I'll do anything. Just try to love me, okay?" I said while trying to sit down beside her but my leg felt numb so I can't move properly and the blanket was wrapped around me.
"Despite Jeongie, never heard that one." She chuckled and continued to smoke while sitting down on the other side of the bed. "Anything? Then be my toy every night. Since I'm done with those bitches on some bars in Seoul."
I don't know hos to feel when she said those words but i don't have any choice but to nod my head. "Just live with me. Everything is fine." I smiled weakly. Call me pathetic, that's really me.
"Poor woman, pity soul." She stood up and left me alone in the room.
2 years ago, you were singing me our favorite song but now, you were treating me like a whore. Treating me like am noting but just a toy. I can't blame you tho, it's all my fault. Tonight, the old Ningning died and the monster inside Ningning was born.
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AN: I just want to inform you guys that there will be mote chapters like this because this is already the beginning of their complicated situations. 💔
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FantastikYou appeared out of nowhere and make me feel like I am the happiest. You made me fall, I let you.... But that was the stupidest thing I've ever done because now that I am under your spell, I can't stay away from you. I can't let you go. I'm going...
