secret gardens in my mind

girl meets weed

TW: drug addiction (weed)

girl was out with her friend, girls friend smokes weed. girl had never even seen a joint in her life.

girls friend offers her a joint, girl smokes it. girl gets high, girl finally feels safe in her own head. girl feels good for a few hours.

girl wanted to feel good again. girl is underage so she can't legally buy weed. girl gets herself a dealer, and buys 4 joints. girl smokes the joints, girl feels good again.

girl buys more, and smokes more. now girl can't go a day without weed.

girl craves more, more, more.

girl changed, the weed hit her brain and girl felt good. when girl wasn't high, girl felt depressed.

girl blocked her dealer. girl stopped smoking weed and got sober. girl was depressed so girl got sent to a psych ward.

girl met people from rehab, it's next to the psych ward. they talked to girl about drugs, so girl gets the urge to get high again.

girl runs away from the psych ward with friend. girl meets up with dealer, girl buys a joint.

girl smokes the joint with friend. girl and friend get really high. girl and friend don't remember how they went from the city back to the psych ward.

girl and friend get back to the psych ward, and staff knew they were high. girl and friend get into trouble.

girl gets locked in her room until she's sober. girl regrets what she's done, but girl felt peaceful again.

staff contemplates sending girl to rehab. girl swears this is the first time she has ever done weed. girl gets sober again.

girl gets discharged after 6 months. girl goes to friend. friend buys weed, girl and friend get high. girl smoked too much, girl can't feel her body. girl throws up, girl goes home.

girl gets sober, and stays sober this time. girl realises being sober is better.

girl still craves weed, but girl is sober. girl will always be on a sober streak, but girl decided to start living the life she'd imagined.

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A/N

don't do drugs kids

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