HARD TO LOVE ( Him As Your Husband Who Is 4 Years Younger Than You)

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Yn : jk please accept me plss
Jk : look this Marriage is again'st my wish so lemme clear things I'm not able to accept you so don't try to do anything. if you want to live here than stay or get out (Cold)

Author pov
This is again a day of yn's life where she wants to make jk understand but again jk denied her as his wife . this marriage is nothing just a deal where yn's step dad forced yn to marry his friend's son jk .
Days passed like this only

At night (dinning area )
Jk is eating peacefully until yn speak

Yn : jk are you free tomorrow?
No response

Yn : I'm asking something

Jk : no I'm not free (cold)

Yn : oky . How's the food? Is it tasty ?

Jk : for God sake yn please stop talking let me eat peacefully whole day I work deal with thousands of problem at office and you when I come home starts speak nonsense can't you just shut your mouth and let me live peacefully (yelling)

He said that and yn felt hurt she just want to talk to him but he never understand

Yn didn't feel like eating so she went inside her bedroom yes they have separate rooms .

After dinner jk is checking a file and yn knows that he has habit to have caffein so she decided to go there holding a cup of his favourite coffee

She knocked the door softly

Jk shifted his gaze from his laptop towards the door

Jk : now what (annoyed)

Yn : coffee (showing him the cup)

Jk : did I ask for one ?

Yn : but you have habit na .

Jk : but I didn't told you to make one keep it here (pointing to words the table next to him) and how many times I told you don't behave like you are my mom I'm not a child

Yn put the coffee she wants to talk with him share things with him but he don't understand so she left closing the door

It's 2 am but yn is not able to sleep and it's not new she do all house chores ready food for jk and in return she just want that her husband atleast talk with her calmly but it's not possible in her case from childhood till now she has gone through a lot by which she create a lot of insecurities inside her and the biggest fear is that jk will gonna leave her someday and she become abundant. Though she is big enough to earn but no one allowed her to do she always wants to stand on her legs but her parents don't allowed her she is elder and had freedom to do anything she wants but this freedom of her is been got snatched by her parents.

She climb off the bed and headed towards jk's room softly opening the door only to find jk sleeping in sitting position

Yn sigh while whispering
Mr coldy work whole day like a robot and at night becomes that much tired the he can sleep in any position

Yn take a file softly from.his hands make sure not to wake him up she closed the laptop place it on a table and than make him lay down on bed covering him with blanket

Yn in her mind

No matter How much you hate me jk but don't know why my heart always beats for you I try not to take care of you treat you like the way you treat me but my heart never gives me permission
(Sad chuckle) hope one day you understand this .

Saying this she get off from there ..

Next day

Jk is finding his file which is been missing he don't even get ready soon he yelled in frustration

Jk - Ughhh!!! Now where did that file went . YN !! YN!!

Yn come in his room

Yn - what happened now ??

Jk - find my file fast I'm getting late (cold)

Yn - oky I will but where did you put it ??

Jk - I don't know
Yn sigh started to search for the file and like always she find it she gave him that file .

Yn -here ! I told you many times that don't put your important files and documents in different drawer but you never listen to me .

Jk - again your lecture starts (pissed off) I don't have to ask you for file in the first place I told you thousand times that just do how much it's needed do you think it's easy to manage all this I'm not free like you I have lot of work a free person like you can only place there belongings to its right place afterall what you do all day just chill and fun .

Yn just listen to him not say anything coz it's of no use .

It's afternoon and yn decided to go in jk's office as she wants to give him lunch

At office building

Receptionist - oh welcome mrs. Jeon sir just came from meeting he is in cabin

Yn - thankyou but plss call me yn of someone heard that I'm his wife and if your boss got to know about it than you know right he will burst on both off us .

Receptionist smiled nodding her head becoz she knew that no one knows about this marriage.

Yn headed towards the office room she knocked the door only to hear hmmm as response

Jk who is busy on looking at the laptop screen.

Yn - jk look I I brought lunch for you

Jk closed his eyes in frustration coz he don't like when yn come to office

Jk - place it here and go . (Cold)

Yn who knows that he'll only gonna say this coz he is saying this for more than a year now yn felt sad and went out from there

At night yn is doing the dishes she opens the lunch box of jk and like everytime jk didn't eat the food she gave him .

Yn - this rich man always waste the food no one teach him manners how to talk with elders how to spend money and how to take care of himself.

Jk arrived in kitchen to drink water

Yn - jk you again' didn't eat the food why you do like this always

Jk - if you know I'm not gonna eat your so called lunch than why you always bring it

Yn - becoz you skip your meals most of the time

Jk - If a person is having work load than he will definitely forgot about this you'll not understand.

Jk left saying this

Yn to herself
Now he is doing too much I think I really need to make him understand today .

After finishing everything yn come in jk's room

Yn - I want to talk to you

Jk - I'm not mood go

Yn - it's really important plss (pleading tone )

Jk - fine

Yn went and sit on the couch and said

Yn - jk I know that both of us are forced into this marriage

Jk cut her off

Jk - again you bring marriage I don't want to talk about all this

Yn - just one last time listen to me (trying to hold his hand )