Missing presence

Part 1

I, Choi Beomgyu had fallen in love with my members. You heard that right. I know it's an absurd thing to say but I'm not lying but I wish it was .

It all started when the five of us decided to share a room at our recent world tour, usually we would sleep in separate rooms for convenience. But the staff or rather the members thought it would be a great idea to share as they stated that they miss sleeping together in the same bed.

It has been eight years since we met and gradually during those times our bond as a group has deepened to the point that we consider ourselves family. Now it's normal behavior for us to share foods, things,and even utensils as we are that comfortable with each other. There would even be times where we all showered together and no one found it weird because like I said we have a close bond.

Now tell me why I am feeling this way when Soobin hyung did nothing except take the crumbs outta my mouth and eat it. And that's normal behavior but for me it felt like my heart's about to burst and this tingling feeling in my stomach. Afterwards he fed me food using his own chopsticks, I reluctantly opened my mouth due to this new emotion I'm feeling.

Soobin: What's the matter beomgyu ah ?
Beomgyu: Huh? Ah nothing just not feeling well.
Soobin: You don't have a fever right?

Leaned towards beomgyu to touch his forehead. Beomgyu's breath hitched as he saw Soobin up close.

Soobin: You don't have a fever but you're strangely red.
Beomgyu: Like I said nothing, I'll take a shower first.

Beomgyu who was puzzled by his emotion went to the bathroom to shower , but it seemed like someone went before him so he waited. After minutes of doing so a member who has  breath taking visuals with a fine, toned body came out and it was none other than Kang Taehyun. Beomgyu's face started heating up after seeing such a view even though he's seen it multiple times before. He couldn't help but be in awe after seconds of staring he finally snapped out of it when Taehyun spoke.

Taehyun: Hyung are you gonna shower? And are you okay why are you so red?

Beomgyu: Yeah I was going to but nevermind.

Beomgyu who was seriously concerned about himself decided to go out and get some fresh air hoping it could clear his mind.

Soobin: Yah beomgyu where are you going? It's late
Beomgyu: Where else I'm taking a walk( he mockingly said)
Soobin: This brat
Beomgyu: I'll be back in a bit
Taehyun: Is he gonna be alright, he seemed out of himself do you know anything hyung?
Soobin: No I don't know what happened either (sigh) but I guess he'll be fine.
Yeonjun who just got back with Huening Kai after buying groceries saw beomgyu going out with a rather bashful expression.
Yeonjun: What happened to beomgyu, why is he so red?
Soobin: Who knows he said he wants to take a walk.
Huening: All of a sudden? Hahaha
since when did he like taking a walk ?

Txt has always been known for their close relationship with each other. Just like any group , fans often create speculation about every movement they make with each other thus shipping them altogether. It can't be helped since they're so touchy . Every move that they make must be calculated to make sure they won't be misunderstood. That's a life that they have to live. One wrong move and it's a checkmate for your career.

* It's my first time writing so pardon if there are some incorrect grammar*