The Macaron Order

Dalilah's Destiny

Dalilah was not always this strong or clear-minded about what was unfolding. She remembered her emotions the first time she felt that something terrifying was happening to her:

She is washing dishes in the kitchen. She feels tired and her back is hurting. She attributes her exhaustion to her caregiving, cooking and housework. Her ribs are sore . The kind of soreness that you feel when you have the flu. She instinctively puts her hands on her sides and pushes against her ribs as she usually does when she has body ache. To her horror, she feels something moving inside of her. Startled, she thinks it's her imagination and pushes harder. The "thing" moves again and seems to struggle within her, as if the pushing is causing it pain. Then she suddenly winces as if she just got punched but couldn't quite feel the full blow. It was a faint pain. She removes her hands from her sides and the "thing" settles. It's uneasy and she is terrified. She knows she could not be pregnant so what was this?? Oh my God, what was it?? She then feels an energy talking to her telepathically telling her that it's too tight inside and it has Josh's voice. Dalilah wants to scream but she can not. Her husband is resting in the master bedroom and her daughter is studying in her room. She cannot say a word without sending them in total panic, although she feels like screaming in terror. She does not know what to do, so she starts pleading and negotiating with who she thought is none but Josh Samuelson. She asks him how he got inside of her, whether it was by accident while he was attempting to connect telepathically or something and things got out of hand. She asks him to get out of her body. If he left, she would pretend this never happened and would never ever tell anyone. "Just leave, please, for the love of God, just leave my body", she was pleading.

It took almost 2 months of torture for "it"/Ursula pretending to be Josh, to leave.  Dalilah could hardly move around or sit down without getting what she now knew were snake bites in her face and abdomen. The energy had gotten too big, Ursula was in pain and she was constantly attacking her. Dalilah could not say a word to anyone. Instead, she started praying regularly and miracles happened. One night, while her husband was away visiting his family and Jasmine was visiting a friend, she felt sick. She needed to throw up. She spent close to 2 hours in the bathroom, vomiting so violently she thought her stomach was going to explode and she was going to pass out. The energy came out as phlegm and there were liters of it, it seemed to Dalilah. Finally it stopped, so she cleaned herself and went to bed totally exhausted. She had reached rock bottom and was finally going to start bouncing back to her normal self, slowly but surely.

Three months prior, in September 2023, while Dalilah had just finished one of her uplifting Yoga Nigra meditations and was relaxing in Adam's armchair watching television, she had the weirdest experience. She was reflecting on what transpired with Josh's ghosting when she suddenly felt a whiff of cold wind. It did not make sense because she was indoors, the windows were locked, and other than the familiar humming of the AC, there was no way for a draft to go through the living room. Dalilah felt her heart pounding in her chest. There was a presence in the room and it gave her the creeps. Dalilah asked who this was and the telepathic reply was that it was Josh. The next minute, suddenly and completely out of the blue, she felt herself being slapped in both cheeks. It was not a sharp pain. It was subdued energetically but there was no mistaking what it was. Dalilah was stunned, what in the world?? What was Josh doing there and why in the world did he slap her?? Although she was shaken, she kept her calm and tried to get an answer from him. She kept getting evasive replies. Finally "he" expressed remorse and blamed it on a "friend" who had told him to slap her. Now she knew that the slaps were the first steps towards domination by Ursula. By speaking as Josh, the pain was going to be mostly emotional, meant to send her in a lower vibrational state that would pave the way for possession.

After the slapping episode, Ursula was causing aches and pains all over Dalilah's body. From her head to her neck, to her shoulders, her back, her breasts, her sciatica nerve, her knees and her feet. When Dalilah got more clarity on what was going on, she also realized that the snake bites were going first to Josh with the intention of harming her. She wondered how Josh was doing health wise. It couldn't be good. His own mother had admitted that she was sending him snake bites with Rachel's help in order to hurt her. Ursula added that for as long as Rachel was on good terms with him and shared his bed, the black magic would go through her first, then through Josh and finally would reach Dalilah. Incidentally, Mato had said exactly the same thing.

So...wait a minute! If the snake bites came through Josh, then shouldn't healing go through him too? Dalilah sent him some healing to his back and surprise, surprise! The soreness caused by the knot on the center of her own back suddenly disappeared. Yes, she was correct! Her self-healing method was just about to change. By healing others, you heal yourself. She had heard that before and now that took an entirely different meaning.