A famous hospital in the country is full of wealthy customers. All private
hospitals have good relations with government hospitals, and they work
together on cases. Private hospitals sometimes require support from
government hospitals.
Dr. FahLada Thananusak, the deputy director of the Dermatology Center at
St. King Hospital, smiled at the nurses, staff, and customers around her.
With a sweet and beautiful face, and skin as smooth as milk, Dr. FahLada
is loved by all the staff and customers at the Dermatology center. She has
only been working at the hospital for about 3 months, following the
director's orders to oversee the Dermatology Center. Her father is the
director of St. Mary's Hospital King, and he asked her to come back and
take care of the family affairs, even though she didn't want to.
St. Mary's Hospital King is a family business. Her father is the director
while her brother and sister are part of the hospital management. Dr. Fah
Lada is seen as the family's hope to become the director after her father
retires, even though she chose to study dermatology after graduating. After
living a free life, she chose to compete for scholarships and study abroad.
She graduated in dermatology at the age of 27, which was faster than others
due to her intelligence. She chose to work abroad after graduating because
she was happy there. Even though she went through a breakup while living
abroad, she couldn't refuse her father's request to come back and help him
take care of the family business.
Her heart still hurts, although not as much as before. However, FahLada
can't forget that all her dreams with her ex-lover were shattered so easily
when her girlfriend broke up with her after graduating. They were always
together, but her girlfriend had someone else. Dr. FahLada Thananusak
was a naive woman who was deceived by a younger woman and dedicated
her love to her lover. FahLada poured her heart into this love, but she was dumped. How long will it take for her to forget and for the pain to
disappear? No one knows that aside her beautiful face, there are many
feelings that she never shows.
She returned to work in Thailand because of her family, otherwise she
wouldn't have come back.When she is alone, she always thinks about that
heartless woman. She chose to shut out everything around her, except for news about this country, because that's all she wants to focus.
Knock Knock Knock Knock!!!
"Coffee!! Dr. FahLada"
"Thank you."
"The next patient will come in 30 minutes, Dr. FahLada."
"Okay. Can I have a cup of coffee made by Orn?"
Her smile embarrassed Nurse Orn, who is not shy and loves FahLada's
beautiful smile, just like everyone else in the department. Are all
dermatologists beautiful? But Dr. FahLada is the most beautiful at the
moment. When she dresses cutely, she looks very cute. When she wears a
suit with a white shirt, she looks very beautiful. And if she wants to
looksexy, she can.
A cup of coffee is placed on the table as work time approaches. Although
treating and talking to skin patients is not difficult, she wants to do her best
for all her cases. Dr. FahLada looks at her white cup without any particular
feelings in her eyes. One time, she was assessing someone who would make
coffee for her. The person told her about it because they would be charmed
by her.
Even though she didn't want to drink coffee, she couldn't stop herself from
drinking it, just like how her heart couldn't forget that woman. FahLada
smiled at the slim, beautifulfaced woman wearing sunglasses and a lovely
dress that suited her body. She took off her glasses, and then Dr. FahLada smiled again, remembering that this woman often comes and uses the
services at the hospital.
"Hello, what would you like to do today?"
Her voice was sweet and normal, even though the patient was a very
beautiful woman.
"I'm really disappointed that the doctor couldn't remember me,"
Rosé said.
She is a celebrity and has met Dr. Fah-Lada twice. She wants to know more
about her every time she makes eye contact with her. But she doesn't know
if Dr. FahLada is interested in her or not.
"I have many patients to attend to."
Dr. FahLada tries to keep her distance from this woman. Her reaction
makes the nurse standing behind her smile. Dr. FahLada has only been
working here for 3 months, but she is already very popular. Many patients,
both men and women, want to come and consult with her.
"I want to be your special patient,"
Rosé said.
Her offended voice made Dr. FahLada shake her head. She knew that Rosé
worked in the entertainment industry. Rosé is beautiful, but she is no
different from other patients who come for facial treatments.
"What would you like to consult about today?"
Dr. FahLada asked again Rosé in a normal, calm voice. This reaction made
Rosé sulk, as Dr. FahLada remained silent. However, Dr. FahLada ignored
her feelings and instructed the nurse to prepare a room for non-special
customer beauty treatments.
"I want to consult about my heart."
"If you want to consult about your heart, I will have the nurse arrange for
you to see a doctor in the Cardiology department."
"But I would like to consult with you personally."
Rosé's beautiful and soft hands touched Dr.FahLada with a purpose. Fah-
Lada remained composed and tried to maintain a professional demeanor, as
she was a customer…However, her heart felt a slight disturbance.
"I am not a Cardiologist."
'If I had knowledge about heart, I might have found it easier to let go.'
Dr. FahLada always eats lunch in the hospital cafeteria. Most of the staff
here knows that Dr. FahLada is the daughter of the hospital owner, but she
remains grounded and never uses her status to her advantage. She is here as
a regular staff member.
"Today you're late,"
Dr. Visanu, a specialist in Digestive Diseases, said to Dr. FahLada.
"I had a patient. You can start eating your lunch first."
"It's okay, I want to have lunch with you."
The 33-year-old young doctor smiled at his junior colleague. He has liked
Dr. FahLada since their days as medical students, but he never had the
chance to get to know her better. It was only when he started working at St.
King that he saw her again and greeted her.
Their lunch was simple, just a table for two. The cafeteria was crowded
with many people. They shared interesting cases and exchanged
experiences. Dr. FahLada smiled at the other doctors and engaged in
friendly conversation.Sometimes, she sought advice from her colleagues, as
she was still new to the hospital.
"Have you been here for long?"
Dr. Premsinee asked Dr. FahLada while sitting next to her. Dr.
Premsineenoticed that FahLada had changed since the past. Friends seemed to sense it, but she didn't understand why the woman broke up with
someone as great as her friend.
"I arrived a little earlier than you."
"Aren't you bored? You eat boiled eggs with tamarind sauce every day."
Dr. Premsinee found her friend's lunch choice monotonous. She couldn't
understand why FahLada would eat boiled eggs with tamarind sauce every
day. She even ordered the same menu every day from a restaurant.
"It's delicious and easy to eat."
"Are you sure that's the reason? I think it's because someone likes that
menu."
Dr. FahLada ignored her best friend's comment but smiled at her. Dr.
Premsinee hit the nail on the head. If it weren't for that woman, Dr.FahLada wouldn't order that menu every day.There are stories that need to be
forgotten, but why can't they be forgotten?
Soft music played in the background, creating a pleasant atmosphere. Many
people who dislike crowded places chose to come to this restaurant. They
listened to music while enjoying their meals or drinks at the bar counter. Dr.
Premsinee frowned after seeing her friend sitting at the bar counter instead
of at a table with the others. When she drinks, she prefers to be alone.
Everyone knows that Dr. FahLada is not as polite and reserved as everyone
thinks. She has a hidden personality inside. Currently Dr. FahLada chose to
wear a short black dress which made her too attractive. Some say that
doctors who save other people's lives are mostly polite and courteous. It is
normal for a doctor like any other career, they want to relax from hard and
stressful work.
“Prem, why don't you sit with Lada?"
"I'm hungry. If you want to sit with her, do it."
Feminine men don't want to bother Lada when she's drunk.
"Look! A beautiful woman went to sit with Lada."
Dr. Bow tells his friends to look there. A woman was wearing a very short
dress and was standing too close to Lada, and she was touching Lada.
"Why are you so worried? Nothing will happen because they are both
girls."
"If Lada liked boys I wouldn't worry but she likes girls."
"So what, nothing's wrong."
Not only Dr. Premsinee who asked about what a man said but Dr.Bows too.
"Do you want to see FahLada having a one night stand with a woman?".
"That's not strange."
"Why are you too difficult to understand? Lada is attractive to the same sex.
If those women want to blackmail her, what will she do?"
"Tan, you said like in a novel. Who would do that." Or Dr. Premsinee had to
change her mind because Dr. FahLada was kissed by the woman.”
"Where's Dr. Bow?"
"There, he went to bring the angelic doctor back on track. When FahLada
is drunk, his true personality always shines through."
"Are you talking about me? I'll tell your mother, Tan."
"I am talking about you. Prem, when will FahLada forget about that
woman? Do you know her?"
"Lada told me that they met when they were studying. She is about six
years younger."
"Is she still studying for her bachelor's degree? Lada is dating someone younger?
"That's true. They dated until the other woman found someone new. Then
she broke up with FahLada."
"What was the reason?"
"I'm not sure. Lada told me that the woman had a new boyfriend and Lada
didn't have time for her."
"Stupid! Why? We're doctors, they should understand."
They talked about FahLada, but Dr. Premsinee had to comfort Tan, who
had just gone through a breakup. Meanwhile, the reason for the breakup
was lack of time. Tan and Bow are doctors at a public hospital.
"I think it might be hard to understand."
The soft and comfortable bed smelled good, but she still couldn't sleep. Dr.
FahLada lay down,but she didn't close her eyes and instead stared at the
ceiling. Tears fell down her cheeks as she felt overwhelmed by her
emotions. She felt so weak whenever she couldn't sleep. Alcohol couldn't
help her forget, but it reminded her of warm and happy memories..
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When will the loneliness disappear from my heart?