I guess I still cry. The wound is still open and wide, unlike I thought. I thought it was gone, just a scar. But I was wrong. All it takes is to shame and rebelittle me like you've always done now.
Since I left, I've gotten better. I've been feeling so happy. Why did you have to rip it away from me again, like you've always done. It's my fucking birthday and I'm crying over a message you sent.
Go fuck yourself, if you aren't already head deep up your own ass.-From the person who was never your daughter, not even family.
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This is not based on my real emotions but is heavily inspired by alleged real events. ⚠️
I'm kidding it did happen and that is exactly how I felt at 12-3 am crying on my birthday.
Then I woke up and realized I am loved by others who appricate me for who I am and actually know me and don't compare me to a past version of me that was only a child. Anyways, if the person who sent me the message sees this. Go fuck yourself, but also get your head out of your ass and get the fuck away from him. That's a warning. I know they'll never see this even if they follow me.
Ps. I forgive you but you know the sun doesn't shine if your six feet up his -
I'm going to stop now.
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