Kashi's pov
'I Love You Aadarsh'
My fingers trembled as they got near the send button.. in an instance I threw my phone across the bed on the couch making it land with a thump sound.
I can't do it fuc* WHYY ?WHYYY!!
Why can't I just tell him how I feel
Few droplets of tears escaped my eyes as I sulked in corner of my bed trembling. I love him too much I can't risk the friendship. It's way better to have him as a friend than as a stranger whom I've loved almost my entire life.
After a deep mental breakdown , I gathered enough courage to get up and wash my face.
Anushree was out with Ananya thank God otherwise she would have scolded me for this mad behavior.
Maybe I was mad
Madly in love with Adarsh Bhardwaj
I smiled a little at his name as if he was mine yet.
Reality came crashing down on me when I realized he isn't. And he might never be.
"Jo hoga dekha jaega" I spoke to myself and went in balcony for some peace. My favorite place it is.
"Will I ever be able to do it?" I questioned myself gazing at the stars ..
'But isn't this what you've always wanted' answered my subconscious mind trying to make me believe in me .. which I lost long time ago.
"Maybe one day he'll feel the same way I feel for him" saying this I held the plectrum he gave me in 6th standard.
Well he was teaching me guitar and my fingers were too delicate for that stuff , they got red instantly. That's when he gave me that saying I could keep it.
I pecked the plectrum and held it up near the moon. He is , was and will be my moon forever.
"Who?" A voice asked me
My eyes widened as I realised someone has just heard me.... shit! This can't be-
"Are you gonna reply me?" A voice came from the balcony beside me. I looked in that direction and saw a guy smirking.
"Who even are you?" I asked in an annoyed manner that I surely was like how even eves drop on other people's balcony.
He just looked at me and then I realised who he was...
Advik Priyadarshi
He was my batchmate . Fuck he was actually in my collage
"Tell me who is he" he demanded in a firm voice . Did he not learn some manners? About how we should talk to people.
"I..I don't know whom are you talking about.. alright!" I shuttered a little while looking away from him.
"The one whom for you were declaring your love right now!" He asked again in an impatient tone.
"Is it Adarsh " he said smirking
How the hell did he know
"Now tell" he demanded.
Do I look like a servant to him??
Clenching my fists I stormed inside shutting the balcony door leaving no room for further conversation.
I was placing back and forth in my room biting nails. This is something that calms me down.. Kashi it's fine he would just let it go not like hes sure about whom I like I assured my myself as my breathing rate was fast.
I heard the sound of my front door being open with a jolt.
Anushree then entered with two shopping bags in her hands. She usually entered with more then 5 but looks like she's maturing now.
"Aj Tumne Kam Shopping ki hai kya" as I asked I saw another figure entering from the door trying to balance 6 bags on his hand. He was Yathrav , Anushree's bestfriend.
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