living together - gongfourz -

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the next day.

it was a day of an event we got invited too, it was something related to my dads job. "leehan come down we're leaving!" "coming!!" i yelled back from upstairs

i grabbed my phone and left

while we were in the car i just prayed i wouldnt see taesan there.. wait why am i stressing? he hates these type of stuff. right?

we arrived 30 minutes later to this huge place. it looked like a castle to be honest

we went inside and my parents greeted some people

i looked around and suddenly ms and mr han appeared infront of us "hello!" my mom said "leehan u came!" I bowed to mr han "dongmin, im guessing he didnt come?" his mom shook her head and my eyes went wide

"after alot of convincing, we finally got him to come" oh hell no.

"taesan!" mr han called his son and he came

fuck im screwed.

he bowed at my parents and we made eye contact. i felt like i was gonna get jumped from the glare hes giving me

after a few minutes i finally had time to escape and went outside to the garden. i sat on the grass and breathed in the fresh air.

i felt like i was gonna suffocate in there, it was so crowded

"u came" i heard a voice behind me. i already knew who it was. "so did u" i said and i spotted him stand next to me. i stood up and walked infront of him

"listen." I hesitated "im sorry for not coming to ur birthday" he stayed silent. "i wanted too but i couldnt." i tried explaining myself but he just wasnt having it

"so? you could have atleast told me instead of just not showing up for no reason" "i kn-" "stop making excuses, you know I actually really wanted you to come, ur like." he paused "special to me." i looked to him "well, you were special. you know leehan, i really felt like we were actually friends. turns out i was wrong." i felt my heart break into pieces all over again.

i watched him walk away back inside the house and i felt myself tear up. 'no leehan. if u start now you wont be able to stop.' i thought but couldn't control it

soon uncontrollable tears came out of my eyes and i stood there. sobbing like an idiot

i couldnt stay here any longer so took my phone out and called the first person i saw

myungjae 🐶
HEYYY HOWS THE PARTY

get me out of here.

woah u ok leehan?

no. not at all, hyung please pick me up

yeah sure, send me the address

i texted him the address to him and waited. i just wanted to get out of here

10 minutes later jaehyun texted me that he arrived

i stood up still sobbing and walked inside. no one really noticed i was crying due to the loud music playing

except my parents "leehan are you ok?" i shook my head trying to catch my breathe to talk "i-i dont wanna be here a-anymore" my mom nodded "you want me to take you home?" dad asked and i shook my head

"j-jaehyun hyung is here. ill be ok" I said and they nodded

"we'll be home soon ok?" i nodded and walked to the door. just my luck, the han family was there

"leehan! oh dear why are you crying?" ms.Han asked and i stayed quiet

i glanced at taesan who was also looking at me "i-im sorry mr and ms.han, i cant stay here longer." i said between tears and they nodded "of course, i hope you feel better" mr.han said and i bowed to them before leaving the house

i walked to jaehyuns car "you ok?" i shook my head "just drive. ill explain when we arrive." he nods and we drive off.

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when i walked away, i felt oddly guilty. Should i have yelled at him?

few minutes later i spotted him walk back inside with tears in his eyes. oh no did i hurt him that bad?

he walked up to the door until my parents stopped him. he looked at me with his teary and hurt eyes and i felt like a knife stabbed me in the heart.

"I-im sorry mr and ms.han, i cant stay here longer." he said and i felt a rain of guilt wash over me as he walked away crying.