Just what in the world am I trying to do.
I can't help but just be pissed and I mean fucking damn pissed to other fandoms that was still bashing EXO and us, EXO-L.
Guyse, can you please just stop rubbing it in to our faces? Yeah, three members left. Three members were gone and you, slapping it in our faces and bashing our EXO won't change any difference. So, shut the fuck up.
Yes, we are hurt. We even cried too. But, can you blame us? We just lost members in our family, family because EXO-Ls and EXO are one.
You don't know how happy we are when they debuted, when at last their hardwoks paid off. When they sang Wolf on their first stages. When they released Growl and other songs. When they released merchandises sumbolizing our new bias group. You don't know the happiness and gratefulness they felt when they won different comeback showcases, when they topped the charts, when they won Best Rookie of the Year awards from several award-giving bodies. When they were getting known by others. When they've resched their dream of being stars, when they hot yhe chance to do what they love which is to perform. Dance and sing for their fans. For their family.
No EXO-L haven't watched EXO Showtime, EXO First Box, EXO Next Door and other guestings.. that's why we clinged so damn much on our One True 12.
We witnessed how happy they were together, eating, practicing, performing or by even just walking on streets and strolling together. We witnessed their promises for us fans which they continu to fulfill even if ut hurts them that damn much.
They promised not to cry but broke it.
They promised not to be sad but broke it. All just because the person they were holding on to, the person which they believed will be with them as they fulfill their promises to us, just left.That really hurt like hell friends.
Especially to Kim Junmyeon who taught that he might not talked to those members that much for them to leave, even blame himself saying he was not a good leader enough..but fuck. We EXO-Ls who had watched them from the start knew how Suho played his role as a leader. He will be someone like Siwon in the future, itaga niyo yan sa bato.
Byun Baekhyun said they've cried when Yi fan and Lu Han left, and he went crazy on how to pretend to be happy when Tao left too, just for us, for ua EXO-Ls because he knew for a fact that once we saw him cried, our sould will went anywhere flying.
On the othrr side, Zhang Yi Xing promised not to cry but being the only Chinese member, he eventually did. And in front of the Chinese fans, if you knoq what I mean, in one of the episodes in Happy Camp.
And when he introduced himself as "I'm the only Chinese in EXO." on the show, Yeo Hee Yeol's sketchbook, all hell penetrates.
It was like..the last line you'll ever said but we need to face the truth. The hell.
They were still humans, they can feel. They can cry, they can break promises, they can be hurt.
But as you can see, our OT9 were fighting. Were holding tight. Were willing to protect our smiles. Were willing to say, "Gomawo, Mianhae, Sarangahae~". Were willing to live just like the saying We are one. Were willing to hug us, to sing and dance for us, willing to continue their lives for us. Because We are EXO, We are One.
so, please to those who were not EXO-Ls and to yjose who bashed us just because they don't know why we were hurt, why we long and why we mourn this much, remember, in the first place you, saying "We're not EXO-Ls and we don't act like that." was such a big relief to us. Why? simply because we were lucky enough to not to have co-fandom friends like you.
YOU. DON'T. KNOW. ANYTHING. Yeah you might know bits, but you don't know what we have behind all those. EXO-L language. EXO-L vocabulary.
Our OT9, Kim Junmyeon, Do Kyungsoo, Byun Baekhyun, Kim Jongin, Park Chanyeol, Oh sehun, Kim Minseok, Kim Jongdae and zhangYi Xing were all strong enough to continue promising. To continue making us happy despite the miserable situation they have been to. Despite the situation they were dealing.
So as soon as our oppas were fighting. we are their wives, girlfriends, sisters, siblings, bestfriends, neighbors, guidance, and family.
We are their fangirls and fanboys.
We believe in EXO.
We believe..just like the saying.
We are One, We are EXO.
PLUS THE EXO-Ls.
"Laban! Fighting! Hwaiting!"
"I promise You." - Kim Jongin
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#YGspeaks
#EXOL
#FIGHT
#PROMISE
#YEONGWHON#SARANGHAE
15.07.07