ANAGAPESIS

chapter 10

the upcoming morning they arrived at the mention café "café da Le pixe " which is very famous due it's presence being ancient and classic vibe..

As they open the door of café the strong olfactory of coffee hit their nostrils. Depict the fact it's being early morning café was still loaded with many customers.

Sitting at the table near the big window which provides them the view of hustle going outside on the street..

Paris is sure a busy place.

They feel different kind of emotion excitement, fear, guilt and so on.

At what time he will be hear?

Jeongin question the older as its already been two hours for them to waiting here... "according to the information he will here anytime " answer the long hair man earning a nodded from the younger..

"how he gonna react? " these words of changbin make them wonder "definitely not positive as far as I know " comment seungmin .

"wow so helpful seungmin " minho roll his eyes.

"doesn't matter how he gonna react... He's our brother and he belong with us and we will make sure that at the end we give our farewell to this place with with him " chan declare hold a unknown darkness in his voice

They all look towards the counter as the hard a elderly voice calling out a waiter.

"Nate deliver the ice Americano and cheesecake to peter"

Not giving much attention they continue with conversation.

"gentlemen's it's time to close I request you all to move now "

Spoke the woman in her late 50 having a small smile on her wrinkle face.

They look out side it's already dark and pouring a little with heavy heart and not having much choice they get up to take their leave.

Stepping out they feel their vision getting blur because of tears as their eyes sting and sob could be hard behind them...

Turning around they saw the youngest crouch down on the floor as warm water continue to pour out from his fox sharp eyes..

"I thought I'll be able to hug him today. ....to have him infront me again... But no " he sob out loudly ..

So this how he feel that day " mutter Felix as a sad chuckled left his throat the person standing near him agree with him silently knowing clear about what day he's talking.

"innie don't lose hope... We will come back tomorrow I'm sure he will here" minho try to assure the vulnerable boy as he pull him closer..

"It's all you guys fault... If you guys hadn't treat him like that he wouldn't had left me... " jeongin spit as he push minho away from him standing dragger at him through his watery eyes..

All of them look at him shocked...

"this all shit is happening because the six of you.... He leave me.. HE LEAVES ME BECAUSE OF YOU ALL "

He added as seungmin scoff listening to him...

"Really? It's only our fault not yours too.. And don't forget we all also have been living without him in misery since fucking five years.. Your ware not the only one who miss him... We all did OK... You ware not any lass then as in past so quite doing this blame shit "

Other just stand there having tears in their eyes watching both youngest argued...

"blame shit? I know I was an asshole back then but you guys... Do you want me emphasis to you how you all broke him "it wasn't me who call him names " did it ring a bell "

As said that both hyunjin and seungmin look at him with a slight open mouth... Seungmin wants to give a comeback but he felt his throat became dry and hyunjin he just bow his head in shame and guilt...

"it was not me who prank him then stand him out and make him sleep in freezing and rain "

His words work as knife on Felix heart as he found himself crying...

"it wasn't not me who beat him for some lame excuse of humiliation and want on him like he's a fucking pray ... It was not me who broke his promise to always protect him yet became the one to hurt him in his worst "

Both minho and changbin looking away they know want the youngest is saying is true they ware the who swear to protect him yet they were not there with him in his vulnerable state..

"and it was definitely not me who accused him for some shitty hard work and lock him down with any source of water and food injuried "

"you fucking trun deaf to his pleading "

Remembering the painful episode Chan found his heart being ripped when the image of boys pale fear fill face come infront his eyes..

"if you hadn't done anything you didn't stop us either jeongin don't appears as clean as dove "

Hyunjin comment after a long pause jeongin look at him with bloodshot red eyes as more tears follow the suit..he hold a mockery smile on his lips"are you sure about that ?"

They all found themselves speechless at the mocking word of maknae who just unveil a eye roll as he walk away leaving them in nothing but pity looking at his back watching the dark street slowly consuming him...

They know it what ever jeongin has thrown at them is true they can't blame him for behaving like them he just follow them to the path which bring nothing but pain, regart and sadness for them..

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It's past midnight yet there's no trace of jeongin ...all of them are worried sick for the boy..its already freezing outside and the rain is a cherry on top...

Minho has been trying to reach the youngest since past one hour whereas chan and changbin gose around to look for the boy

There head snapped towards the door when here it's opening ...they saw both chan and changbin walking inside four of them approach the newly arrived..

"did you find him? " minho question as soon as he disclose the gap between them... But earn a frustration field sigh...

"I already had lose hannie I don't wanna lose him too "whispered seungmin who was already in the arms of Felix ...

"we didn't lose sung and we're not going to lose I.N....me and Chan hyung going to look for him again "

Changbin try to assure the youngers who is already blowing their eyes out..

As they trun around to walk out the brust open making them jump back... There they saw drench jeongin panting hardly... They quickly approach him.

"innie where he'll you ware do you have any idea how worried we ware for you "

Said chan as he examine the boy up and down.. Looking for any injuries...

"why are you crying innie.... Did something happen? "

Interjected hyunjin when he found his Lil brother crying broughting others attention to panting yet crying boy...

"I saw baby-hyung "

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T. B. C