Every conversation ended with an "I love you". Every time I believed your lies again and again as the months went on. We drifted apart so slowly. The signs were so irrelevant unless I looked back in time to find everything you once did for me fall to pieces beneath my feet. The flowers, gifts, kisses, forever's you promised but yet you knew you would never commit. You knew what you were doing. These false promises that held my heart together and now without you I cant repair those damages, those holes you created in my heart. I would tell you what you have done, but not one single word could explain how I feel after my soul was taken from my own body. I will forever remember your name. Not because I care about you, I hate you. I hate you to my core. I will always remember your name to remind my heart of the battle scars I went through. The hell i crawled out of because of what you have done to me. My final goodbye felt so difficult but not that I'm without you and healed, i feel no pain. No more walking on egg shells, no more trembling heart. Happiness. For the first time in years. You will get your karma for hurting a person who never deserved your pain.
