"THIS IS PRIMETIME"~ Cube SMP ff ( sequel to THE RAZOR AND ME)

The razor and me.

Lux POV

And in that moment I knew it was always,
The razor and me.
I flinched a bit as the cold metal slid smoothly across my wrist. Ever since that night, in the storage unit, I couldn't stop seeing the image of what remained of Parker in my mind. It's like it was imprinted into my eyelids. Every time I try to go to sleep, I can't. I haven't slept in about three days, and I've gotten skinny. I just got back from parkers funeral, I had to day a speech. Somehow I kept it together, until it ended. I cried into Grasers shoulder and drove home. I went into the bathroom, and well, here we are now. I'm currently on the bathroom floor passed out from blood loss.
Not gonna lie, things could be better.

Grasers POV
I really hope Lux is okay. She hasn't tweeted or posted anything in over two months. I haven't talked to her in three days. I've tried calling and texting and tweeting, but nothing worked. She hasn't answered. I think she's avoiding me. I grab my phone and dial up h's number.
"Hello?" He answers tiredly.
"Hey h. " I say sadly.
"How ya doing buddy?" He asks.
"Fine I guess, but I have a question." I say.
"Shoot." He replied.
"Well, have you heard anything from Lux recently?"
"Nothing, why?" He asks
"Well, she usually doesn't take things lightly and with her past and all.... I- I just wanted to know if she's doing okay, but every time I call she declines." I say with a sigh.
"Maybe go check out her place tomorrow, see if she's doing alright, ha know?" H says.
"Alright I will, thanks h."
"Anytime buddy."
I hang up the phone and go to sleep.
Tomorrow's gonna be a long day...