a boy who is lost in his life and needs some real love, but didn't think he'd find it in such a cold guy.
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story contains: alcohol, eating disorder, mental health problems, cigarettes, self harm, sex
I am not a native speaker of english, s...
jisung was peacefully sitting on his old yet comfortable seat in class and then the ears-tearing school bell rang. jisung turned his phone off, because he saw the strict teacher enter the classroom. jisung didn't like this woman. it's his math teacher and he's hella bad at maths, so the woman always punishes him in front of the whole class.
as the teacher walked in, she got attention from everyone in the class.
"good morning, class. we've got a new student today." when she said this, her arm followed the direction, where the new student should be entering, in other words, the door of the classroom. jisung looked towards the door and saw a cool looking guy. the guy wasn't anything extra special, but something about him was just attractive. everyone's eyes were glued to him.
minho had a really deep brown eyes that complimented his sharp nose and dark hair. his outfit was simple. he wore a pair of dark jeans and a navy blue hoodie. the outfit was completed with some very nice accesories, such as rings, belt, keychain attached to his pants and etc.. but what really caught jisung's attention, was this one black ring on minho's right hand. it was so beautiful and also the only black ring among the other silver one's*
"class, this is lee minho, your new classmate. i hope you will accept each other and even be friends." the teacher looked into minho's dark eyes and quietly told him to find a free seat.
as minho was searching for a free seat, he didn't find any other not taken seat than the one being next to jisung. minho sighed and sat next to jisung.
jisung felt really uncomfortable around people he didn't know well, but he had to accept it, there was no other way than that.
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the boring lesson finally ended. jisung packed his things and waited for felix, who was sitting behind him, to get ready aswell.
as jisung was waiting for felix, he realised, minho doesn't know the halls of the school well and he might doesn't know, where the next class is.
jisung is very caring, so he asked minho about it, just in case. "minho, do you know, where the next class is?" jisung friendly said.
"i will figure it out" minho didn't even say thanks or anything like that, which made jisung think some negative opinions on minho, but he thought, it's just his first day and that he's nervous or something.
felix and jisung went to the next class and casually talked until the teacher came to the class, another boring one.
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the day went by and while so, jisung didn't mind about minho at all, he kind of forgot about him, even though he was sitting next to him all the time.
the lessons felt, as if they were endless, but everything ends one time and now it was a lunch time, finally. jisung looked over at minho and wanted to ask him if he wants to join him and felix, but refused to do so, because he felt like minho would reject him instead of wanting to join them.
he waited for felix to pack his stuff and go to the cafeteria. the freckled boy was doing everything so slowly, but jisung understood his pace and always waited for him.
meanwhile jisung was watching felix pack his notebook and sorting it all in his backpack, minho left the classroom, not even looking at anyone.
"you're ready?" jisung asked the blonde one.
"yep, we can go now" felix answered, offering him a cute smile. "by the way, what do you think of the new student? he was all so quiet today"
"yeah, i think he just needs time and he was kinda mean, but i liked his outfit. he seemed like one of those cool and popular kids so far, just like taeyong and doyoung are. i think he'll be friend with them instead of us."
"you're right, but it's okay, we've got our group" felix said.
jisung nodded as agreement to felix's nice words as they both arrived to the cafeteria, already seeing their friend waving at them with smile over his face. the two went to pick their food and felix couldn't wait to spill the tea about their new classmate to the other guy.
the cafeteria was full of different smells of food. you could smell fish and then a meter away you would smell the rice cakes. it's crazy, how it works. so many people were in there, that made jisung feel really nervous and the ache of his stomach made it even worse. he was making himself starve a lot lately, but no one noticed yet.
i'm just gonna take an apple, it won't make me feel full and it's not very nutricious of calories. i'll be good with that. jisung thought.
"hey guys! long time no see" jeongin greeted them as they arrived to their table. "friday, the only day when all of us four have tabletime, that ends at the same time" he excitedly reminded to the two other boys.
"yeah, but where the heck is seungmin?" felix asked.
jisung looked around in the huge cafeteria filled with people and he saw the quite tall guy with black hair and puppy eyes running across the room, along with his tray and plates full of good looking food on it.
"hey guys, i'm a bit late today.., sorry" seungmin admitted, looking down in some sort of shame.
"where were you?" jeongin was curious about seungmin's absence.
"oh i was just helping yeji with some shit, she is going to perform today" he explained.
"well, guys, have you seen the new boy from our class?" felix asked and all he got as an response, was just two confused faces, not knowing, what's going on and jisung's resting face, because he already knew about minho of course. felix noticed and tried to approximate the situation "umm, he's called minho and he sits next to jisung. minho seemed pretty annoyed by his appearance in our class and he's probably one of those people, who don't care about studying and lives to be the popular kid." felix introduced minho to others.
jisung just slowly bit his apple and jeongin, who was sitting opposite to him, noticed, how small and how unvaried jisung's portion was.
"hey, ji, you sure, it's a lunch and not a snack?" jeongin was worried of jisung.
"yeah, i'm good. i'll eat at home" jisung lied, just to make his friend satisfied and then he saw felix's face fade too, but jisung thought the milky way on felix's cheeks and nose was still cute.
"ji, you sure?" felix double checked on jisung.
"yeah" jisung tried to cover it up.
- btw here is what the lee know's ring looked like
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my vocabulary isn't that good, but i am trying my best to write as good and as possible. i hope you liked this part and will continue reading :))
