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Dear God and Jesus my Lords Almighty and Eternal, My Saviors, My rascuers,

Here I am chewing my toilet paper and PRAYING, above all else, waiting for those on duty to come back from the dead... new... so that I can get an internet ticket... aha here they are! And i am also waiting for the ambulance or the police or the postman, or all three, or even the army! One never knows, but iˋ've been waiting for so long now I will use one of my grandfathers quotes... they probably wont come because, "what makes you think today will be any different?" Its a PROMISE, say the Government and Intelligences, police and postman. Between 7-8pm TODAY. i wish I could stop talking about it but i canˋt as this is like a runninc commentary of expecting them every day... Iˋ'm fighting sleep. Itˋ's been very difficult not to sleep all day and i was alseep until about 3pm and then i went outside, and then GOD ate all the food, drank all the drink, took all the medicine and my guardian Angel gave me the medicine and told me, "You will write again." but it is only a Prayer... not that I am putting Prayers down. My Prayers are perhapy the best thing that i could write or that anyone could ever read is - a Prayer - but iˋd love to write my books and Prayers for other people on other subjects and Parables In Poems, all of which i have no capability of doing, let alone staying awake. (most of the time iˋ'm asleep.) The place has suddenly gone a lot quieter but the people pour back from the dead quickly... but now a lot less than the rest of the day and by 10pm, close to nobody will be alive. Itˋ's far too hot to sleep at night. The windows open about 20cm only and are locked and bolted... I have a fan but it doesnˋ't make much of a difference...
It was Lucasˋs birthday yesterday. I spoke to him over the phone and GOD Promises me that he heard my own voice and didnˋ't ever hear the murderes in the bakcground, and he was so sweet and so nice and so perfect to me and so lovely and it was areal delight to speak to him, i love him SOOOOOOOOO much!!!!!!! Elija - his Guardian Angel - says that he tried his best to be perfect for me so that I would love him, and I said I will always love him and he is always perfect to me, and Elija and Lucas both smiled and cried.
I also went to Pizza Hut with Caitlin the other day but yet again I found i was a mute - I couldnˋ't talk or anything, and i passed out twice. Caitlin and I also went to have a meal in the Italien resteraunt in Ettelbruck but the mafia owned the resteraunt and kept shouting from the kitchen, "Weˋre the mafia!!!" They were asked if they had pisoned the food and they roared, "She wont surivive this!!! (Yes, we put something in it!!!)" I was forbidden ever going there again.... The mafia are slowly taking over this entire country. the police, the resteraunts, everyone in every shop in Ettelbruck is masked, they are working in the courts and in government, and they are killing innocent people in thier homes and taking thier ID, leaving the bodies in the bedrooms. This si the truth. In every hospital in Luxembourg there are... the mafia... they are murdering partients in all way every single day and putting it all down to simple medical death explanations. Donˋ't go to hopital in Luxembourg if you can help it, but iˋ'd go anywhere as long as it was away from the "CHNP", just not to prison... i donˋ't want to go to prison and iˋ'm scared of being arrested for simple things like not paying bills for meals or visiting the chemist too many times to check if any prescription has arrived, tha they would put me down to harrassment, and iˋ'm scared of being arrested and imprisoned because i know the truth about this cult and have exposed it, but i am Innocent!

Before this meal today "David" was shouting, "Weˋ're the FUCK family!! Weˋ're the FUCK family! Weˋ're going to FUCK Kimberley! Weˋ're going to FUCK Kimberley! All of us! Thatˋs our FITNESS!!!" GOD protected me then, today, all night and all my life.

Iˋ've been buying more arts and crafts items online today... and i will not continue watching my arts and crafts tutorials on Youtube, while listening to Radical Face.

Thank you for listening.

I love you.
I need you.
I care about you.
I worhsip you.
I praise you.

GOD Promises me a vow tha I will have my prescription tonight and that he is ready for labor to start.

Amen.
Angel. 

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