mine ; hyunlix

01. sex

If hyunjin could go back, he would,
If he could change the time he would've never even spoken to Felix, he would. He didn't know in this time and moment he was making love to a psychopath. Making love to a guy who deserved to be in a psychic ward, where people who were mentally unwell went.

"Fuck.." hyunjin muttered, he held felixs waist, as the boy glided his hips, going in different circles. Forward, backward, round and round. His train of thoughts was interrupted every time he heard the soft moans in his ears.

He was so close to his climax that he couldn't even close his eyes, looking at Felix in the mirror behind them. The whole room felt humid, nothing but love and lust floating around in the air. He gripped felixs waist harder, clinching onto the skin as he could feel it, approaching so quickly.

"Is this good? Hm?" Felix asked. He bit his lower lip, tugging at the skin as he asked this. He could tell hyunjin was approaching. He held hyunjins face, looking directly into his eyes. Every expression showed something so genuine.

"Yes, its so good." Hyunjin smirked, letting his head fall back into the board. He didn't even really know this guy, he just knew his name was Felix and he was completely hyunjins type.

His long blonde hair touched his shoulders. His curves that hyunjin adored. He thought Felix would be innocent. Clearly not. Hyunjin shut his eyes so profusely, feeling as he released. It felt like pure heaven, having someone as beautiful as Felix on top of him.

He'd never spoken to Felix, which was probably stupid to go to his house after meeting at a highschool party especially. some alcohol lingering in them both. He had a feeling that Felix wasn't going to do anything bad to him. As Felix looked completely innocent.

He expected it. Hyunjin watched as Felix removed his upper body away from hyunjins, his arms wrapping around his neck, looking at him in the eyes as he always did.

"I should probably leave. It's getting late." Hyunjin said, he unheld felixs small waist, dragging his hand across his back before he removed the boy himself.

But, he refused to fall in love with someone. He just rejected love everytime he saw someone trying to give it to him. "What?" He heard. Hyunjin was quick to look back at felix, who questioned so quickly,"it's almost midnight." He recalled, he reached for his phone, checking his different messages.
Felix just reached for hyunjins wrist, pulling him back before hyunjin could much more. Hyunjin was obviously taken back by this move.

"You can't stay for another hour?"

"It's almost midnight, I can't, I have a test Tommorow I should try and cram some time to study-" hyunjin was quick to expand his opinion, Felix's eyes were so different now. They were dark, with hints of hurt, and some of the darkness made hyunjins skin crawl.

He didn't know why, but Felix looked like a whole different person now that hyunjin admitted he couldn't stay.

It weirded him out completely.
"Okay." Felix suddenly said. Sitting back into his bed, his hands releasing from hyunjins wrist. What was even scarier is the grip on hyunjins wrist he felt as if Felix was cutting into him.

He was glad the moment was over in seconds, as it began to scare him completely. He knew he would just forget about Felix in a day or so, continue his normal senior year.

That's if Felix forgets about him too.

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