Misunderstood || N.H

Partners? How about no.

AN: so this is the start of my new book. I have a lot of ideas for this book, so stay with me. The picture above is how I imagine Belle to look like, and the photo of that girl is stunning. Hope you enjoy this book!

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Belles p.o.v

The first day of school. Great. Although I try in school, doesn't mean that I like it. It just simply means I don't want to put an education to waste , and I want a good job in the near future. I have goals in life and actually care about my life. I roll out of bed at 6:15 am and put my slippers on. I have hardwood floor in my house and it's been quite freezing lately.

I live with my dad and my little sister Kelsey. She's 5 and I absolutely adore her. We get along great and I look at her as my own daughter. My mom died of lung cancer in the middle of last October, and it was hell. It was easily the hardest day of my life. My mom and I were two peas in a pod and I trusted her with my life. It was so hard losing such a significant figure in my life, and I've done things that I regret. I don't want to get into that right now, but it was a tough time. I went down a wrong path and it took me far to long to get back on track.

I quickly went to my bathroom that was connected to my room, and hopped into the shower. We live in a fairly big house, and my dad is a surgeon and works far too often. I lathered some strawberry shampoo into my hair and washed it out, and then put on some matching strawberry conditioner. I used coconut shower gel and the smell immediately filled the room. I've always liked to smell good and hygiene is a definitely important part in my life. I got out of the shower and rang out my hair with a soft towel. I then put on a dark purple fluffy robe and went straight away to blow drying my hair. I care about my physical appearance, although I'm not very confident. I have really low self esteem although others tell me I should think otherwise. I don't think I'm pretty , although I don't think I'm ugly. I'm just boring. After about 25 minutes of blowdrying my hair, my hair was finally dry.

I went into my walk in closet and picked out a simple outfit for the first day. It's not exactly that I'm trying to impress anyone, so I decided against wearing fancy clothes , or curling my hair. I put on a pair of dark blue super skinny jeans, and a striped dark blue long sleeve shirt, along with a dark blue sweatshirt. After I was done getting dressed, I went into my bathroom yet again to apply some make up. I put on some foundation, and a light pink blush. I also curled my eyelashes and put on mascara. When I was done with that, I filled in my eyebrows and started at my hair. My hair was already naturally really straight, so I just brushed it through and put some oil in it. When I walked downstairs, I sprayed some fragrance mist from pink, and put on black socks with black on black vans. I walked out the door to start walking too school at 8:10, but not before grabbing a granola bar and grabbing the lunch I packed the night before.

On my walk to school, it was quiet and serene, and it honestly felt really nice. I enjoy mornings, unlike most people. It's just so peaceful in the morning, and you have a whole day ahead of you. I walked into Roosevelt high school at 8:20, And went to go get my schedule from the main office. On my way their, I saw a lot of my old friends, and said quick hellos to them. Some boys also whistled while I walked past them. I'm not conceded at all, I'm actually super self conscious, and I really don't see what some boys saw in me. A few of the jocks liked me, and I've always been surprised because they could have any girl they want. I'm not in the popular group at school, I'm more towards the middle. I mind my own business and stick to my lane. Just the way I like it. When I got my schedule, I realized I had most of my classes in advanced placement. I internally sighed because I knew this would be a hard year, and walked to my first class which happened to be Ap literature. I really enjoyed reading and writing and was super excited.

I sat in a seat next to my friend Kiara, right on time. The bell rings at 8:35, and I sat in my seat at 8:32. "Hey B, I'm glad we have this class together" Kiara spoke to me. "I am to" I quickly replied back. I noticed that some of the jocks walked into class, and noticed Niall Horan and Harry styles walk in. They're so damn attractive and practically everyone likes them, but they don't really hook up with girls much. They just snog in the hallways and get on with their days. I've had only one boyfriend, and it was horrible. What he tried to do , and what he use to do to me still haunts me. He was my boyfriend last year for around 9 months. I loved him and I thought he loved me. I don't want to get into the full story, but long story short; he was abusive. Nowadays People ask me to go out, bur I just don't want to focus on boys when college is coming up so soon.

The final bell rung and students quickly took their seats. "Hello students, I'm Mr.Mconaway but you could call me Mr.M. This is gonna be a great year if you guys make it one, now please pull out your texts book and flip to page 91. The shuffling noises of people getting out their books filled the air and we were on to studying about hamlet. Great.

"Now students, I will assign you your literature partners which will be your partner the whole year. Please no complaining or grunting. Now, Ashley and Chad. Sarah and Kiara. He named about 9 pairs before he got to mine. Annabelle and Niall. Alondra and Ben. Oh kill me. Me and Niall?!? He better do his work and keep me out of his foolish troubles. Niall looked over at me and gave me a quick smirk. I replied by giving him my middle finger. I just pray this day will get better real soon.

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It was finally time for lunch, and second period which happened to be AP environmental studies, was really hard. We got assigned to write an essay on all we know about Saving our environment on our first day! Who is that cruel?!? I went to go sit next to my two best friends Paisley and Ben. We've been in a best friend group for 6 years, and I trusted them with my lives.
"Hey guys, how is your first day so far?" I asked. "It's been alright, I got Liam Payne as my partner!!!!" She muttered in excitement. She's had a huge crush on him for 4 years and they would be so cute together."it was okay, I got some pretty hard classes. How about you Belle?" Ben asked. "Tell me about it. I got Niall as my literature partner and I am honestly dreading it. At least he tries in school though" I say with some type of annoyance. "He's not that bad B, trust me, he'll probably just wanna get in your pants though " Paisley said with a laugh. This is just great.

It's finally 2:30, and we were released from hell. I had an okay day, I just wish I had more friends in some of my classes. I just had to remind myself school isn't about social status's, but about learning and education. I walked home and walked through my front door, yelling out "I'm home" loudly. Kelsey sprinted through the door to greet me and said "Belle, I missed you!!!! Let's play dolls!" And I giggled. "Okay Kels, but only for a short while, I have tons of homework." My dog Mimi came to greet me and I pet her for a few minutes. She's a pomsky, a Pomeranian and husky mixed. I love her to death and she's 2 years old. My dad works on weekdays, so he obviously wasn't home right now.

I went to my room to go change into some more comfortable clothes. I changed into black leggings and a grey sweater, and my hair in a long braid. I have fairly long hair, so my hair braids really well. When I was done, I went down to my sister's room and knocked quietly. She yelled " come in " and I slowly walked in. It always surprises me how similar our mom and she looks. She has a dark brown hair with bright green eyes. I however have my dads blue eyes and fair skin, while Kelsey and my mom were super tan.

"Sis, can I ask you a question?" She asks in a innocent tone.

"Go for it" I reply.

"Why did mommy have to go away? I miss her so much and it's not fair" wow. I did not expect her to ask such a deep question. When my mom first died, she had no idea what happened. She thought that she just disappeared. However, she's a smart girl and eventually realized that mom wouldn't come back. That was a hard realization she had. She never really asked about mom, just what she was like, and if she loved her.

"Kels.. Bad things happen to good people. Of course mom didn't deserve it, and we didn't deserve it either. But stuff happens that we need to deal with. God threw her a tough obstacle that he thought she could handle, but she just wasn't strong enough." I said trying to explain it.

"I just really miss her Belle" she said starting to cry. When she cries, I cry and I knew I had to stay strong for her.

"We all do babe" I said starting to tear up myself. I pulled her into a big hug and she gladly accepted. We just sat here for 10 minutes , hugging and crying, and it was a strong bonding moment. I knew this was gonna be one of those moments that are carved in internally. And I was thankful I got to share my emotions with my little sister, because their is no one else is rather share them with.

AN : sorry for the short chapter. It's a bit boring and slow right now, but it'll start getting better, and Niall will come more into it. This chapter made me kind of emotional towards the end, and I hope I could strike some emotion in some of you. Anyways, thank you for reading, please feel free to comment and vote, and feedback would be really great. Thank you! 💕