Hi eveyone my name is fatima Nicole Wilson- Smith " roll her eyes " I'm 28yrs old ......I've been married to my husband Jaden Smith for 3yrs but we've been together for 6yrs.......He was my first everything we been apart of each others life forever because of our family ( you will learn more about that as the story progress ) Jaden an i have always been inlove with each but we never act on our feelings until one day that we've decided to move pass friends after he ask me on a date , i was surprised at first but in my mind i was feeling like the happiest girl in the world .
The first three years of being together was a bliss i was the happiest girl in the world , my man would give me flowers everyday just to say how much he loves me , we would have date night once a week and a couples vocation once a month .....I've always been a rich princess my dad make sure of that, me and my bothers lack nothing growing up, but i love when my man spoiled me ........When jaden ask me to marry him there was no doubt in my mind that i was going to say no , i said yes before he could even finish asking me to marry him i thought i found my person but all that change right after we got married.
The first month of our marriage was good until i found out that i was pregnant , i was happy to finally becoming a Mom, it has always been my dream to become a mom but Jaden wasn't too happy about it......When i told him he made up all kind of excuses of us not being ready to have a child......To say i was pissed is an understatement nigga am your wife tf you mean you not ready for a baby ......Long story short that man made sure he stress me tf out until i lost my baby i suffer in silent mourning the lost of my baby because i never had the opportunity to tell our family or friends and if that wasn't enough jaden was never around so i went through that all alone.
Jaden is one of the biggest drug lord in NYC well second because my dad is the best.....I've never really been apart of the life but a girl can handle her self okay ,My dad made sure my name an face was no where near the business for my safety so nobody knows about me to everyone am just a regular lawyer trying to make a name for my self because jaden make sure my identity was hidden as well......My main focus was being a criminal attorney because i know my family is going to need me , i currently have three lawfirms one is NYC , LA and Atlanta but nobody knows that i owned them because am just a regular attorney working like eveyone else.
Our four year anniversary is coming up an it looks like I'll be spending it alone again like i did last year.....I dont know when jaden an i got here but i haven't been happy in two years am no longer feeling this marriage but i still love him.......We no longer have sex its like i got to schedule a fucking sex session with my husband ,he no longer gives me flowers or tells me that i'm beautiful or that he loves me . Its like i dont exist anymore only when my family and our friends are around.
Fatima has been sitting in her bedroom staring at nothing in particular just lost in her thoughts , this wasn't the life she had hope for or imagined . Jaden was supposed to be her safe space , her happy place but recently she's been feeling nothing but regret and unworthy . Being lost in thoughts fatima didn't realize she was crying until the sound of jadens voice interrupted her thoughts.
Jaden : Babe .....he called out to fatima who was sitting on the couch in their bedroom lost in her thoughts
Fatima : What is it? She ask coming out from my thoughts with nothing but anger and pain in her voice
Jaden : I've been calling your name for the pass 20 minutes , are you okay?
Fatima : I'm fine ....she reply dryly wiping the tears that was falling faster than she expected
Jaden : You dont look fine baby , what's wrong?
As fatima was about to answer her face had a confused look as she ask..........Are you going somewhere? She ask feeling the tears fall again , he had a bag in his hands but his face told her everything she needed to know
Jaden : Yeah , he paused trying not to ruined the mood clearly not reading the room .....he continues , i have a business meeting in philly
Fatima : Really jaden " She snapped " you just came back not even 24hrs ago and your leaving again .
Jaden : Come on Fatima not this shit again ....he said over the conversation already
Fatima : What tf you mean ? You haven't been home in forever jaden when was the last fucking time you spend some quality time with your fucking wife .....she said with tears rolling down my cheeks
Jaden : Baby can we not talk about this now ....he reply clearly not caring about tears
Fatima : There you go again dismissing my fucking feelings like you always do , you know what get tf out ....She yelled as her voice echoes through the mansion
Jaden : Baby you need to calm down .....he said taking a step closer to her , he couldn't have the staffs gossiping about him , his reputation has always comes first
Fatima : How tf you gone tell me what i'm supposed to do nigga you need to fucking listen , all you do is fucking work and when you home you always at the fucking club , when was the last time we had sex ? When was the last time you give me flowers? When was the last time you tell me you love me?.....she said her heart breaking at each word .......i cant believe this is my fucking life i thought marrying you was going to be my fairy tale happily ever after but clearly i was only signing up to live in hell ....she continued to yelled her frustration clear not giving a fuck about the staffs
Jaden : Look i know things hasn't been good between us lately baby but i promise after this trip we will go anywhere of your choice.....he said coming close to me pulling me into him and lord knows i miss his touch , his cologne was intoxicated i immediately got weak in his arms i dont know if he's being genuine or my ass is just horny asf either way i wanted to stay in this position forever , i miss my husband call me stupid but i know he can be better , we can be better.
Fatima : You promise .....i finally manage to say with a tears stain face
Jaden : Yes baby i promise " wiping her tears " ........he kiss me and i swear my mind went blank and roxy was soaked i wanted more but his driver came in saying that the car was ready to take him to the airport
Fuck he couldn't wait , i said more to my self than him but he heard me.
Jaden : I got more for you when i'm back baby .....he reply kissing me again
Fatima : Okay
Jaden : I love you Mrs smith
Fatima : I love you too Mr Smith
** He kiss me one last time before leaving out the door.
A/N : Hey roomies! What y'all think?
Should i continue or not?
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