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45 | 𝐎𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐝

Looking down at the pictures Roman took of us a few days ago I smiled, "These look really good." I said picking up one of them.

For the past few days, everything has felt awkward between Roman and me. But Im not too worried about It, It's not like I want to take anything further.

He walked over to the kitchen aisle and looked at them before humming, "We look great," He said nodding In approval, It's been a month since I've last seen Enzo, I feel. Upset?

It's not like I stopped loving him, I can't stop, and It hurts because I know he probably doesn't love me. Everything this past year has gone down south, I got cheated on twice, I killed my father's killer, I got kidnapped, and now Im 14 hours away from my Fiancee. 

I feel like I should see him, or at least talk to him. I just don't know how I could possibly face him, I shift In my seat as Roman began to slice up vegetables.

"You're awfully quiet." He says pushing the onion off the chopping board and Into a bowl, I watched carefully but I wasn't really connected with his words.

"Thinking," I said, he knows It's been rough for me, and he's been patient with me. We've been open to each other about everything, he's a good person once you get to know him.

Or maybe that was my heart telling me to move on now that Im not on that drug anymore, Im sober. "About what?" He asked me turning around once he placed the vegetables Into a pot to cook.

"Reading," I lie, I didn't want me to know I was still obsessing over the thought of Enzo, his image pours Into my mind every hour of the day.

"Reading the porn book I bought you?" He said with a laugh, I frowned my brows. Roman was a prankster type of guy, the type to get you something so crazy but something so meaningful at the same time.

"It's porn? I guess I haven't gotten to that part yet." I murmured under my breath, the smell of cooked food entered my nose Instantly wondering how It'll turn out once he's done.

He chuckled and looked at me, I looked at his eyebrow piercing, It suited him well. I envy his looks. "What?" He asked me. 

I quickly snapped out of my daydreaming thoughts and huffed back at him, "I like your piercing." I said. He leaned back up to check the food taking the lid off of the pot. "Thank you, Amar." He said stirring the food.

"How long have you had It?" I asked he tasted the food before putting the top back onto the pot. Placing the spoon back down onto a paper towel he turned around crossing his arms to think.

"ten years, I got another piercing six years later." He said, and to be honest I wasn't really listening to what he said, I was too focused on his eyebrow, did It hurt?

My mom always said no when I brought up any tattoos or piercings, Im was surprised I didn't rebel against her when I was younger. "I want one," I said frowning my brows and bit tilting my head.

"As much as I'd love to have a mini-me, I don't want you ruining your hermoso rostro," He said, I rolled my eyes and groaned. "I think I'd look cool with one!" I protested.

He hummed then nodded his head, he turned around to get two bowls, and I returned to reading my book. 

I loved reading, It truly helped me escape everything, It was the only time I relaxed In difficult situations like these. 

As the sun hit my body, the fresh cool breeze hit my body causing my sundress to flow Intro different directions, "You're truly something else Normi." Adam said with a chuckle, she sat up along with him.

"What? I mean, It would be okay to hold off on looking for someone to marry." I said In a suggestive tone, I hope I didn't come off as rude or selfish. 

"Why shall I hold off, hm?" He said looking at me, because I want to be with you. But I can't just fall for me. I thought to myself, I shook my head shaking away these selfish thoughts.

"Normi?" He said my name trying to get my attention, I looked at him. I felt as If he read right through me. "Are you jealous?" He said with a chuckle.

God yes! I turned my head down a little, why can't I say anything? Say something! His thick eyebrows curled up as his eyes got a little wider, "Do you like me?" He said In a confused tone.

"God no! Well, not saying that In a rude way. I mean I do like you! But no, not like that! I think, maybe." I said confusingly and quickly In a jumble. His curved lips lifted up.

"Adora," Roman said In a charming voice trying to get my attention, I finally put my book down and I looked at him, he placed the bowl of food In front of me and It smelt delicious!

"Is the book good? I called your name a few times before you finally answered." He said rolling his eyes and eating the food. 

I rolled my eyes and placed the fork Into the bowl picking up the food, I couldn't like it when I said Enzo and Roman cooked very well.

We didn't talk while eating, mainly because we were watching a show. I couldn't even explain in words how much I enjoyed this. 

Finishing my last bite of the food, I groan putting the bowl on the table next to his. "Full?" He questioned me, I didn't even have the words to say yes, I just nodded.

I was thinking of thinking when I heard something, my head Instantly shot up causing Roman to give me a confused look. "Do you hear that?" I said looking off Into the distance to try and focus the sound.

"No, come on." He said, we both got up quickly looking around the house to see who It could be, stopping In his room he went through a drawer and grabbed a gun.

His room was large, but It looked so simple. On the side of his room he had a patio that led to a pool area, walking past him I looked around. Quiet, I was confused.

Bang

Roman had pushed me aside and shot at the person who had a gun, I opened my eyes realizing he pushed me, he sent a punch to the man's face causing him to fall back. He took no hesitation to shoot him.

Who was that? Why Is everyone out to get me? "Are you okay?" He asked examining every inch of me, I nodded In confusion.

Standing up I dusted myself off, my knees were a little weak from the push but I was fine. Looking over at the body, something was familiar, It seemed that Roman noticed aswell. "Could It be?" I asked him.

He looked at me with a blank expression, "He'll know we're here, we need to leave In the morning." He said looking back at the body. 

I sighed, I was just now getting used to the house, collecting what just happened, I questioned myself, Enzo knows Im here? 

He sent one of his men, and now he's dead, not returning will give away the fact that Im here. I let out a 'ugh' rolling my eyes I felt upset. 

I went back Into his room and lay on his bed thinking of what I should do next now that Enzo was about to find out where I was.