Erm.... Hi this chapter has SH and sewerslide so if you're sensitive to that you don't have to read this chapter 🗿Also I'm back!!!
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"I like you..."
I look down slowly realizing what I just said. Wait I just confessed. And he doesn't even like me back... I know that. I should have known that why did I say that
why?
Why?!
WHY?!
"I like-"
I didn't hear the rest of that sentence. I ran at my full speed to my house. My heart was hammering not with love... But with panic...
I open the door and run up to my room. Not caring about locking the door or anything... I fall onto my bed with my face in my pillow. A voice was talking in my head...
"Why?"
"You're a idiot"
"Just kill yourself already"
"They're just pretending to like you"
"It's your fault Mari died"
"You should have died instead of Mari"
"Kel will never love you"
"Kel hates you"
"Kel hates you"
"Kel will hate you and he always will"
I open the drawer on my desk. There was my knife, like old friends meeting after a while... The voice speaks again...
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
"Cut"
My hand moves along with the voice. Now my hand is full of little red cuts. The blood dripping down my arm. I walk to the bathroom and lazily clean it. (That's not healthy) I walk back to my room and lay on my bed. Holding the knife above me and looking at the shiny blade... I then put the blade down and lay on my bed...
Oyasumi
Oyasumi
Close your eyes
And you'll leave this dream...
Oyasumi
Oyasumi
I know that it's hard to do...
