Tim Bradford X Reader One Shots

I love you im sorry (an alternative outcome)

Okay you guys loved this one but thought it was too sad so here's a different version.

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There you were standing in the middle of his living room arguing once again. Screaming until your lungs give out.

T: You don't get it?

Y: I don't get it? Really?

T: Well you don't!

Y: Oh my god please enlightenment on what I don't get

T: Every time I think of you going over there I think of you cheating on me?

Y:Me! You're worried about me cheating? You mean like how you did on me the last time that you went to war!

T: Exactly! I did that and I have tried winning you back and what if you try to do it to get me back.

Y: Tim you went off to war. When graduation came you sprung it on me that you were going to falujah and what did I do? I stayed. We got married and had babies and you still were gone. I put myself through college and medical school with 2 kids while you were off fighting war in a different country. I did that for you, for me, for all of us! Then you went and had sex with someone the whole time you were gone last.

T: Y:N

Y: Tim I'm going to be gone for 4-6 weeks at a time every 6 months. I am not going to cheat. If I wanted to I would've already. It is unbelievable that you would think that! You're the one who ruined us

T: But I came back! I am here now. I have been here for last 5 years Y/N. I thought we were happy and getting to a good place.

Y: I know and we are! Just because I'm going to do this doesn't mean I don't love you.

Tim looked up at her slowly "Then why?"

You looked at the vase next to you. You're anger all built up and you picked it up and threw it right at him. He ducked caused it to break into the cabinet.

"I am doing this for me! I have wanted to do Doctors Without Borders since I was a little girl. You knocked me up and left to fallujah. You came back and we got married and then you went back! You were amazing when you were here but everytime you left you wouldn't write me, only the boys and it took you forever to look at me the same once you got back. I just took it as something you had to fix but Timothy I still don't feel it

Everything came flashing back to him. All the memories. All the love and everything he fucked up. Was she lying? Was she leaving because of him? Was he really that bad?

He looks at you with tears in his eyes "Y/N... I have been here the past 5 years trying to get us back to the way things were before I left the last time... if you leave I'm scared you'll come back the different one

Your eyes swelled up with tears "Timothy I think we should..." your body started to shake at the thought in your mind started to move to your lips

He ran over to you grabbing your hands in his knowing exactly what you were going to say "No. No. No. We can go to therapy. I can work all of this out. You aren't even starting the trips for another two years and we have time! I'm sorry I over reacted. Please!" He said begging you

You walked over to the couch and looked at him with tears in your eyes. "Timothy I think we should get a divorce"

He walked over to you and put his hand on your belly "Please Y/N let me be different for her. I have been trying. I know 4 years of being here everyday and loving you doesn't make up for the 10 years I was gone but please let me fix us if not for me do it for her and the boys."

"14 years ago you told me you were going to war and then right before basic I told you I was pregnant and you left. You didn't tell me until after how you felt about it and about him. Timothy you're an amazing father but-"

He interrupted you. "Y/N. I'm sorry, I love you. I have loved you since we were 15 years old and I will never stop. I didn't cheat because I didn't love you I cheated because I was an idiot. I begged and you stayed. I love being a dad but I also love being your husband. Come home after a tour and seeing you here is what made me come back everytime. I'm sorry I was that way towards you while I was gone there's no excuses for it."

"Timothy... I-"

You always called him Timothy in serious situations. One would find it annoying but he likes that it helps him tell apart the mood of the conversation.

"What are you scared of? There's something you're scared of and I can tell."

You said nothing

"Baby I can sit here in silence for hours. It's been almost 14 years of marriage and you have never brought up divorce so I am quite literally shaking right now. I will sit here until we figure out how I can fix this."

"I did the last two on my own. I don't want to do this all on my own. I have a career now and plus the last time we had a baby was 12 years ago and-"

He cut you off placing his hand on your cheek "I am not going anywhere. I know this pregnancy wasn't ideal with Aiden being 14 and Michael being 12 but it just means I'll have help when you go on your work trips. Let this pregnancy and the next one be my opportunity to show you I can be there to help and I don't always run when things get hard."

You nodded. You had talked about having another after this so they could be close in age. It wasn't like you were old you just had your other ones at 19 and 21 so there's a big gap.

"We have to stop fighting... I feel like we fight all the time" you said softly

"No you don't. You guys don't fight nearly as much as you did when he was in the military"

Both of your heads whip into the kitchen "Aiden how long have you been there?"

"Right as you asked for a divorce but we've been listening all night."

You hated that they could hear you. Tim sighed "buddy I'm sorry you guys shouldn't have to go through this maybe you're mothers right"

"No don't get a divorce. It's good to fight" he chuckled "maybe not good to break things but you guys used to fight every night for a week when he would come back and now well this is the first one you've had in a year maybe even two years. People fight it's what they do. It'll be fine."

"When did you get so wise?" You chuckled looking at him. He smiled "I'm a junior at 14. You think about it... anyways goodnight"

You and Tim both chuckle and look at each other after telling him goodnight.

"So what? What did this fight conclude to? Pregnancy brain over here" you said giggling as the last part was very much true.

He sighed slightly with a smile "I'm going to be a better father and husband starting now. Also according to our kid we don't fight as much as we think but I'd like it to be zero because that vase scared tf out of me"

You giggled and he continued to talk "Im never going to cheat on you again. We're going to go to Therapy and then have this baby. After that you're going to go do your Doctors Without Borders while I stay home being dad and-"

You groaned "and what"

He leaned in closer inches away from you're face "you are never to utter the word divorce again. It is not happening. I will fight with you every night if it means keeping you around."

As soon as he said that he locked his lips onto yours and you immediately melted into him and all the worries went away. Finally an argument that had a good result

*The End*