MASKED✔️

part 2

It's 1:00'o clock at night
I still Couldn't able to sleep or i don't remember how long i was in the bed

The outside was looking very beautiful
No sound, no fighting only moonlit was guarding me.. Even in the whole dark room, moonlit was enough to engulf me in her arm.

The cold breeze was giving me goosebumps, my all tears has ran dry.
My whole body was very tired,
Very much tired that i can't able
To talk.
Or i just lost my voice? 
I Don't know.....

I wanted so hard too keep my eyelid to close for a minute but whenever i try
I felt like someone was choking me in the dark.

I was so lost in my thought when i heard someone's coming sound. I was all frezed
I couldn’t able to shake my body or move it to somewhere. I thought some kidnappers will kidnap me?

Am i still not kidnapped? What they will kidnap again? I joked Again on my faith
One day god will really be tired on me
Why need to try?

So i stopped trying to save me from whoever coming in my direction. I looked at the door with my wide eyes..

I didn’t see his face. He was wearing a mask
Why he was wearing something like that in his own face??

He was coming in my direction with slow speed. Every step my heart was beating
Very fast.

He sat infront of me. I was looking at him. I couldn’t able to utter any words, or even my tears aren’t coming from my eyes i was sitting as like i am a statue.

"I never thought you'll be this beautiful"
I can apprehend that he was smirking behind his mask. His hand travelled down to my legs. I gulped down. I never wanted it. Please stop him. I lost my voice. I can't tell him to stop.

He stopped, "From today, you are mine, everything, from head to toe you belongs to me"

And saying that he left.. Those tears which they were protesting from coming abruptly fell down..

Faith was very cruel that it decided to throw me into another Canal. What was my fault?  What did i do?

It’s already morning, i opened my eyes.
I Don't know when i even slept?
But somehow i managed to sat down and admire the nature.

It's beautiful... Sometime i want to vanish in the nature or want to be mixed in air or cloud. Whenever i will feel sad i will come as in rain. Whenever i feel happy i will be rainbow.

But faith has decided to make me an human.. I joked on my faith.

I heard a knock on my door. I stand up and lowered my head...

"Good morning madam" i saw a beautiful woman, she was holding a tray with full of fruits. She kept the tray of my bed side.

She has freshen me, she Changed my dress and tie up my hair. I was amused what she was doing. I never got any affection. I looked at her, i felt so motherly
Affection from her...

"I know what you are trying to say. Don't worry no one will hurt as long as u are under his control"

I know what she meant by whom. That guy... That masked man.

I ate all the food...that’s tasty.

I was wandering around the room. I didn’t go outside. I Don't know where to go. I Don't know if i got lost in this house. Who will find me? I lost my voice.

Night's came. Again i am waiting, counting my day when i will die. When the world will be tired.
When the sounds of birds will stop in my ears.
When my body will give up. Sometime i feel very pity on my life.
I feel sorry for my own life..

It’s already midnight. Again that sounds of
Shoes as someone coming at my door..
Someone opened the door..

That masked man again?

He sat infront of me...........

"Darling, i don’t want to hurt ur fragile figure. But you tempt me alot. I would like to ruin you at the very fast moment if u give me a chance"

I clench my dress. My heart paces has increased. I gulped down. I dont want it to happen.

He closed the distance in between us.
His breath was fanning on my neck.
The way my heart was Hammering i think he also will hear it...

"I give u a room, a place to stay, don't you think you should return the favour giving something in return?"

I closed my eyes gulped down. "Answer me darling, Don't you think??? "

I scaredly nodded my head.
Do i have to loose my virginity?
Do i have to loose it at the very young age?
To someone i don’t love?
I Don't know?
I didn’t see his face?

But i found Dominancy and violance in his voice. I found sincerity in his touch. I found my broken self in his hazel eyes. 
I will find myself if he open Himself to me?

Should i?

What i have?
Nothing

For whom i am saving?
No one

No one does want me. No one will want me

So why not giving it to someone who will take it??

As in return of his favour?

I opened my eyes and nodded vigorously.

I give in to him
I give up to my life
I give up on me

I lost something which was only precious things in my body