without a shadow

*✿═══════════════✿* *without a shadow* *part:one* https://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2024/07/blog-post_24.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Ever since I recognized him, I was off balance. What a happy life it was, days and nights... I mistook it all for love...Were these all his pranks?! Was I being cheated on what I thought was love?, couldn't I have remembered that when I cheated as if I had two children? My thoughts went to our past.. *** I am Maria Jacob, the daughter of an outsider Jacob, Lucas and I met and fell in love when I was working in an IT company. Because of the lifestyles with almost the same backgroundThe wedding took place without any objection from the family. Then we moved to Canada for our life dreams, work and leisure as we wanted Time was spent on small trips and we tried our best to leave the house together and get together after work even though we were both in two companies. If in the country I get up straight away, here it is Luca who gets up and prepares breakfast, no big deal, a class of milk, boiledCountry eggs, wheat bread, And the only hope is holidays. You will make egg curry, dosa, chutney, idli and sambar like in the country... ** Whether it's me or Luke. They love traveling a lot. Sometimes Luca's friends and wives are there and sometimes we are alone. I have always felt that traveling improves our relationship. Our own time away from all the hustle and bustle...PrayardThe moments... Sometimes we have children for trips or we are alone. But when they are home, I always feel like I am the happiest mother and wife in the world. I will enjoy their games with a heart full of laughter. When they have children, both of them will come home before us and take them to events. It was mostly dark when we finished work. Did they stay at the hostel and stay at home on holidays? Then take leave to stay at homewill come Children may take a leave from time to time... We will get tired of studying. Wasn't that the same when we were studying? And he is a good student. did you hear There is nothing wrong with them in college. And if the leave is too much for some months, I will have to pay a small fine... What... Even if he was in the country, no matter how much leave he took, he felt that he didn't want any of this.Let's walk...(Should I not say how interesting it was for all of us to pass each time?, our childhoods are always cherished in everyone's heart... to be remembered. Suddenly my memories drifted away from it and his face became clear inside and I was stunned at that sight. However, I can say that my happiness went away with that single sight, he was an intoxicant in me, and that smile had a great ability to make me fall into the rain. My children and I absolutelyA flight of joys was flying, When I went to the office that day, the scene I saw in his cabin! From that love I knew that I was falling to the depths... I got off early from my work and moved my tracks thinking I could go straight to Luca. I happily opened the door and saw Clara, the wife of Luca's friend James, sitting on Luca's lap.As if I fell to the ground like ashes... As if someone had kicked me to the ground,,, As if my favorite thing had washed away under my feet... I don't know if he saw me, I leaned against the wall for a while and stood like that. Then he walked away with dim eyes. Maybe! He won't see me..... Their moments can be so deep... But she? Although many people say that she is a psycho, my sister-in-law was a good friend, like my ownEven though I saw her, how did she feel like doing this to me... They say they are all psychos because she has the character of going out at night or without a clue, if that's not enough, if she sees all this blood, it's a bit of an irritation for her, she'll play like a bit of crazy, but! I don't care if those are psychological problems that some people have. But! It was not, this is not a psycho mood, There is no age where right and wrong are not knownOr anyone? When I got home, I went to the bathroom with my bag in the dressing room and opened the shower and sat under it. If the redness of the eye fades... As if the whole body feels uncomfortably hot, the drops of water flowing from the eyes are too reluctant to stop, as if they have a lot of love for me. Who wants to cry, no... I don't want to be the one who hides in the corner so cheated... I can know what to do... I showered and changed my clotheslay down Today my appetite has also died. They have torn to pieces this loving heart that truly loved... My thoughts ran endlessly in the dark room. Suddenly he came and switched on the light... "Oh, did you sleep straight out of habit...? When I heard the sound of him taking a step towards me, something... I narrowed my eyes and blinked. came straight and kissed my forehead...for the first time my lover's kiss felt lazy. SundayN lay still. Perhaps missing my reply, he went out without saying a word. Came back after a while and went up to freshen up. Then came and lay next to me. When his breath hit me, I felt something that I had never felt before... like something disgusting.... His smell was unpleasant... He grabbed me and I wanted to push him away but....! He was so intoxicated that I couldn't get rid of him so easily. IStay silent... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾