I lay here in your pocket, against your warm leg; that's is filled with all of my other handy work.
I know it's only a matter of time before you pull me out to play once again.
I feel your hand stick into your pocket, feeling around for me, with your fingers.
Once your fingers make contact with my sharp, cool, pointy edge body, you grasp me with your warm hand.
Once I'm in your hand, I feel all of your body relaxed just from the feeling of my cool metal body against your warm palm.
I then start to feel your legs running towards your room (I assume). As you run, you hold me in your hand so I want fall out.
I know what's coming next.
Just as I guessed it, I hear you open the door to your bedroom. Just as quickly as I heard the door being open, I hear it being close. As soon as you shut the door you turned around and lock it.
Once the door was shut and lock up nice and tight, you head to your bed. I hear you sobbing, but I know it want last for long.
Once you calm yourself down a little bit, you head to your bed. When you get to the head of your bed, you pull me out and lay me down on a pillow on your bed.
Once laying there, you take off all of your clothes till all your left in is, your bra and underwear.
You than lay down and pick me up from the pillow that you lay me on.
I am greeted by the yet so famlir tear and make up stain face; I watch as the tears roll down your beautiful porcelain face.
I look down at both of your arms, upper thighs, and your stomach to see all of my other handy work.
There has to be at least 300 scars, cuts, and welts on your body from me.
Some new, some old.
Some small, some big.
Some deep, some shallow.
I watch as you go to work with me, on your body. As you are working, your crimson blood flows out from the new wounds.
As the more blood flows out the less tears that flow out of your eyes.
I love that smile that comes to your face once you get done with me.
I'm the one person who makes you happy.
I love being your blade.
Because I will always be there for you, I won't ever leave you.
I'm your blade and yours alone.
I'm happy to take all of your pain away.
I'm here for you day after day, till death do us apart.
Now wipe away those tears, you'll be okay.
