✨️Golden Girl✨️

part 1

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I walk through school trying to make my way to the field, untill I hear an absolutely gut wrenching sentence come out of someone's mouth "your dating that Golden girl aye?"
Yeah I get that alot "no I'm not I don't have a crush on her" biggest lie I've ever told, of course I have a crush on her but I also have a crush on ***** at the same time and it's so confusing. Once I get to the field after finally getting out of a painfully long conversation with that girl. I'm sitting there on the field just having alone time, but then Golden Girl walks up to me, man I love her she makes my heart beat faster and stomach do flips like it was the first time seeing her.
26.06.24
Diary entry 27
I'm nearly a thousand percent sure Golden girl likes me back, but then again I like two people so who do I ask?
Maybe i should just keep them as friends because we are all so close we're always together and when we're not we text, I go to her house and all that but that could all change if I tell her and I can't lose her or her family we're all so close and I can't afford to lose that.
If we ever stop being friends I might as well run away, we were planning to run away together, burner phones and all.

My Journaling was cut short by my book being snatched out of my hands and a loud cough echoing above me, it was Julie. I swear her whole life is just full of hatred, she starts reading out of my book I just stand there listening to her.
"I know who Golden Girl is" she says cheering echos in my ears, no no no she....she wouldn't would she?
She does "Golden girl is......" people are surprised when she doesn't complete the sentence the chatter dies down everyone starts looking at her, she's on the ground me on top of her hitting her relentlessly one after the other hard punches to her face. She's got a nose bleed her eyes are closed and tears stream down her face, oh my days I just beat the shit out of Julie. Everyone is looking at me some with their hands over their mouth others just staring.
Miss Rachel walks in running over to Julie pushing me off her tears still spilling out of her eyes mine start tearing up aswell.
I'm such a terrible person but she started it, I grab the book from the floor earning a few nasty looks from my classmates. I walk out of class to the office and I leave without telling anyone I walk for a while trying to find somewhere calm and quiet to sit, I find a reserve with trees and a creek and sit down leaning on a large tree and you wanna know what I did? I cried and cried and cried until I couldn't cry anymore until my eyes were red and swollen until snot was pouring out of my nose until my whole heart was numb. I checked my phone and it was already 430 I was sitting there for 3 and a half hours just crying my eyes out. I started walking home once I got through the door mum wasn't there she'll be with ari I think so I just go to my room she's probably about to get a call from school saying I got in a fight and that I disappeared but it was all worth it the look on Julie's face kind of healed something inside of me from the years of bullying and harassment. I sit in bed and just doze off just like that I was so tired from school and putting up with Julie all day.