Drive fast, Crash slow

31. Unexpected

Song: Sign of the times by Harry Styles
Monaco
I step into my childhood home, me, Charles and Arthur already packed our stuff into Charles' house since we live with him. "Bonjour!" I call into the house, "Bonjour my enfants!" My mother says giving us all a hug. "How was the flight?" She asks while I collaps onto the sofa "Sarah slept through the whole thing while me and Charles played chess" Arthur says collapsing next to me "You slept for 11hours?" My mom asks and I nod "I didn't sleep at all last night" I reply yawning and playing with Arthur's hair. "Where's Charles?" Maman asks
"He dropped Lando and Max off" Arthur awnsers and I nod.

Then we hear the doorbell ring, "I'll get it" Arthur says and I nod. "Are you okay Ma Belle?" My mother asks "I'm fine mama" I say rubbing my head. "Ahh mon enfant!" Mama says as Charles comes into the living room, she shoots up and gives him a kiss. Me and Arthur look at each other and roll our eyes, we both know even Lorenzo knows, that Charles is the favourite.
"Bonjour mama" Charles says giving her a hug. "How was your race?" My mom asks him and I roll my eyes. "Yours to Sarah!" She says nudging me. "Well mine was absolutely fu-fudged.. " I say trying to save myself. I receive a smack on the head from my mother "What filthy language is that!" She screams ins French while Arthur and Charles laughs. "It's the truth.." I reply. "Oh and, I'm racing for RedBull next year in Formula 1" I tell her and she is ecstatic. "Ahh my petite fleuer!" She screams and hugs me "im so so so so so proud of you!"
"Thank you mamma" I say. "When are you telling?" Arthur asks "As soon as Jessica gives the all clear" I say as I receive a text

"Mkay! I'm telling everyone on Instagram" I say as I open Instagram.

Were back at Charles' house and I'm currently in my room. When I weighed myself at the grand Prix I went off with 7kg, it's a lot and I'm not sure why. I'm just not feeling like myself..

I woke up, I look over at the clock 1:43am. I'm sweating so much that the bed sheets are wet, I think I should maybe go to the doctors... I try to get back to sleep but wake up every 12 minutes because I have to fucking Pee.

"Wake up!" Arthur screams knocking on my door. "I am already up idiot" I say opening the door, Im already showered and I'm dressed "Hm, never thought this day would come" he says running down the stairs with me following him. "Why are you up so early?" Charles asks, next to him stands "Carlos, why are you here, I thought you said your going to spain?" I ask confused and take a seat at the kitchen counter, "I'm sick of my family" he replies "Understandable" I shrug and look at him while his busy making pancakes.

Then I felt something..

Something weird, something I haven't experienced before... My body started shaking and sweating, it felt like I wasn't alive anymore, detached from the world. I could hear my heart beating super fast. It felt as if the world was spinning and then-

Charles POV

"You okay Sarah?" I ask, she's gone all quiet and looks super pale "Sarah?" I ask again. Arthur was busy in the shower and Carlos was flipping pancakes "Whoa did you see that on-" Carlos tried to finish but stopped himself, There was a loud bang and Sarah was on the floor shaking. "Fuck!" I scream and rushed over to her, her shaking body in my hands, I felt useless. Arthur rushed downstairs with a towel wrapped around his waist. Carlos grabbed the car keys and helped me get her into the car.

Sarah POV
"Your joking" I say, I'm stunned. The doctor just told me "it's true Sarah, I'm sorry, is it in the genes maybe?" He asks and I look over at my mother "Your dad had type 1 diabetes" she says and I rest my head in my hands "can I still race?" I ask "it is possible, you should just keep track of your sugar levels" he says and I nod. Arthur is waiting in the car since he only has a towel around his waist, Charles and Carlos are in the room and they are absolutely stunned. My mom just came. "Why did the symptoms come now and not earlier?" I ask confused "have you been under a lot of stress lately?" He asks "Well kind of" I awnser. "It can also be the genes, you only developed it later" he says.

"How do I control my blood sugar?" I ask "Well, you have to eat every day and then" he says attaching a white disk thingy on my arm "this will help, it controls your sugar levels, just connect it to you're phone" he says and I nod "Can I use it as a speaker or?" I say chuckling at my own joke and earning one from Carlos. "No I'm sorry" The doctor says

Back home
"I'm fine guys" I say over the phone, Launa and Rachell are worried about me "please keep us updated" Rachell says "I will I promise" I say as I decline the call, then there's a knock on the door. "I'm coming relax" I scream, I open the door and see Max, Lando and Daniel all standing at the door. Max almost tackles me with a hug. "I'm fine guys" I say as I rub Maxies back. "Are you sure?" He says releasing the hug. "Yeah I'm sure, don't worry about me" I say giving them a fake smile "Youve gotten us worried Sarah" Daniel says also giving me a big hug "Don't worry I'll look after her" Charles says walking towards us and putting a hand over my shoulder as I roll my eyes.