Guilt- Rafe Cameron

3 𐙚🧸ྀི (Edited)

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Warnings: Attempted murder, underage drinking, vaping

I was shivering even though I was near the campfire and JJ could tell. He took his jacket off and gently laid it onto my shoulders.

"Thank you." I say smiling at him.

"Yeah no problem." He said smiling back at me maintaining eye contact. I broke and looked  away.

I was starting to get really exhausted and JJ noticed. I slightly rested my head on JJ's shoulder and he allowed me. He didn't move away or back up or anything. I was so drunk to the point where I would probably forget everything tomorrow.

 I was a light weight so that was half the problem. JJ was also drunk but not as drunk as me or Kie. JJ has always been a good friend. Were there for each other and everything. That's one reason I could talk to him about anything. I open my eyes to see JJ staring at me. I smile and take my head off his shoulder. he smiles back at me and then we hear yelling. I look over to the water to see Sarah's boyfriend practically drowning John B. I look over at JJ who looks at me. He helps me up and we run over to stop this non sense.

I try to get Topper off of John B but he pretty much THROWS ME. I hurt my leg but it didn't matter. I'll worry about myself later. Right now all that matters is getting Topper off of John B. me and JJ both try to take him off when finally we get him off. I check on John B as JJ is dealing with Topper. John B is breathing but barley. Kie comes over to notice the scene and come ask me what happened.

"Topper is what happened. HE WAS DROWNING JOHN B." I said as I look over to JJ throwing punches at him and Topper also punching JJ. I look at Kie and she helps me take them off of each other. Kie takes Topper as I take JJ. I look at his face to notice not a lot of damage but still some cuts here and there. I breathe in relief to see JJ not badly beat up and John B not dead.

 We decide to head back to the Chateau. I still felt like there were eyes on me but I didn't know who's eyes were on me. I text my parents I'm staying with John B tonight and tell them that someone tried drowning him so it's best for me to stay to see if he's alright in the morning. They were fine with it but I realized I didn't have PJs. I could go home but it's too late to walk home. I couldn't sleep in my swim suit. I look in my backpack to find a pair of shorts and a hoodie. That was good enough. We get JJ and John B back to the Chateau.

We put John B in his bed and JJ goes to the porch. Most likely to smoke and think. I go to the bathroom to shower. As soon as i get out i put on the shorts and hoodie. I head out to the back porch where JJ is and realize he's farther. I look out to realize a figure at the dock. I walk over to the dock and realize the figure is in fact JJ. He's smoking while sitting dangling his feet in the water. I sit beside him and take out the vape I always carry around. I tend to hit it more when I'm drunk then when I'm not drunk. I lay down with my feet still in the water. For a minute I forgot who I was and where I was. After about 10 minutes I end up falling asleep without noticing I did. 

When I woke up in the morning I was on the couch. I know I was HELLA DRUNK but I didn't remember falling asleep there. When I turned around I saw JJ dead asleep. That's when the head ache kicked in. It hurt like HELL. The one thing I remember was Topper drowning John B. I stood up and got everyone a glass of water and some Advil that i keep in my backpack. I start by taking it, then heading over to JJ and waking him up to give it to him. When I woke up JJ he seemed annoyed at first but then realized it was me.

"what time is it" he said in a soft tone with a smile on his face. his eyes still closed.

"Hmm give me a second." I check my phone "Its 10 am"

"5 more minutes." He replied

"Mmm no wake up. I got you some Advil and water." I hand him the glass and the Advil.

"Thank you!" He replied taking it and sitting up. 

"I'm going to check on John B. By the way I have to go soon." I replied

He looks at me confused. "Why. hanging with Sarah Cameron" He said a little annoyed

"I promised Mr. Heyward I would help clean up" I say

"oh right. I forgot." He replied and i shook my head laughing. I walk into John B's room to see him awake but just laying there.

"Hey John B. How are you feeling" I ask

"alright. Headache from the hangover but alright in general." He replied

"Okay well I have water and an Advil here for you. By the way I won't be here today I offered.." Before I could finish he interrupted me

"to hang with Sarah I get it."

"Umm no. To help Pope and Mr. Heyward with the cleaning. You know after the hurricane yesterday. We took Pope away from it." I replied quickly.

"Oh yeah I forgot you offered to help. Well have fun and thank you for the water and Advil. I really do appreciate it" He replied

I walk over to my bag and put it on my back. I walk over to the front door but before I leave I yell

"Have fun you too. I'm only doing this to get it done sooner so we can all hang." I walk out the door and head towards the dock where Pope should be.

Writers note: I didn't have to edit this one too much but still. I'm starting to slowly get into writing again.

Song of the chapter: Vamp Anthem by Playboi Carti