November 2015
Kyuhyun was standing in front of the anxious Eric Nam. For months Nam has been forced to play husband to SNSD Seohyun. It has gotten to the point where he frequently calls him whenever he's stressed. Kyuhyun felt horrible seeing his close colleague in such an anxious state.
"I wish I could help you, I really do Eric. It's a rather horrendous situation to be in. At this point I would just be honest and tell her the truth..." Kyuhyun said.
"I was afraid you'll say that hyung. It's not easy, Seohyun is having so much fun, to do so will break her heart. I'm trying my best to not get too close, but the staff keeps goading me. I'm tried of it hyung, I want to quit!! I can't keep this up anymore..." Nam's eyes had bags as if he hasn't had proper rest. He also lost twenty pounds due to such stress. He was already underweight.
"You have to tell her the truth. It's not worth keeping this lie if you feel this worn out. You need to live your own life. I'm sure Ailee is waiting for you too. You have to stand up to yourself, even if it ends up breaking her heart. It's better for her to know the truth than live that lie." Kyuhyun stated.
"Ughh... Why does love have to be complicated!? Why can't I just be with the woman I love!!" Nam huffed in frustration.
As Kyuhyun began to sing, he felt his heart aching. He began to resonate with the lyrics, the feeling of loniless, the pain of separation, the longing for old relationships. Eric was living exactly like the song says. It feels as if he can never get that love he wanted. This was eating his soul away.
Sarangi iksukhaejin geu nare
Maeumi meoreojin geu sigane
Mujakjeong ne son japgo
Neoui mureupeul bego jamkkan ijja haesseo
Baraman bwado apa
Gaseumi neomu apa
Duldo eopsi sojunghaessdeon
Urin chueogi aninde
Nae saranginde nal usge haejun neon de
Daheul su eopsi meoreojin
Urin doedora gal su isseulkka
Geuripdeon ne maeumi jeonhae wa
Sarangi ttatteushage daga wa
Seolleineun maeume
Neol kkok kkeureoangoseo
Jom deo issja haesseo
Baraman bwado apa
Gaseumi neomu apa
Duldo eopsi sojunghaessdeon
Urin chueogi aninde
Nae saranginde nal usge haejun neon de
Daheul su eopsi meoreojin ne mami
Hanbeon deo ttwil su isseulkka
Hangsang gyeote issdeon neoneun
Sojunghage sumgyeodwossdeon seonmulcheoreom
Neon naui haenguningeol
Neol barabonda
Chueogeul samkyeo bonda
Sumgil su eopsneun hangaji,
Nal gidaryeojun han saram
Neol anabonda dasi chajaon seollem
Ije nae modeun haengbogeul
Da moa neoegeman julge
Bicheoreom malkeun neoreul saranghae
Nae sumi chaoreuge japgo sipeun han saram
Kkum gateun jigeumcheoreom idaero
Music end
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