-Y/N P.O.V-
It's been a month since you left Andy. You were a mess, you broke down everytime you thought about him. Which was why you ignored his existence. You used to love Black Veil Brides they're music would calm you down but now it only brought back memories. As a result you avoided everything BVB related. You put their merch in boxes and stored them away. So basically anything to do with Andy you rejected. All you felt now was numbness, you didn't feel a single thing, except sadness which you felt when something reminded you of him.
The worst part is he never came looking for you. A part of you wanted him to come running to you. You wanted him to hold you in his arms and never let go, to cook dinner together, to wake up at 3 a.m. to talk about anything and everything. The other part of you wanted him to pay for what he did. I mean he cheated on you THREE times.
You are currently staying with your best friend, Jacky. You haven't left your room at all except for once which was two days ago. In fact you can't remember the last time you ate, but honestly you didn't want to do anything. You were completely heartbroken.
-ANDY'S P.O.V-
I'm literally drowning in vodka and whiskey. I don't know what to do with myself. Ever since (Y/N) left I've been lost. I need her. I miss everything thing about her. How she ran her hands through her hair when she was frustrated. Her eyes that were filled with love everytime she looked at me. I fucked it up. I fucked us up. If only she would have walked in 5 minutes before she did. She would've seen what was really happening. The painful memory filled my mind and I took another drink of the vodka. I heard a knock on the door but didn't bother to get up. After a few more knocks i heard the doorknob jiggle and the door open. I didn't bother to look up, I knew who was here. Jake.
"What do you want Jake?" I said after I took another drink of vodka.
"Andy, I thought you said you were gonna fix things? This isn't how you fix shit."
"I tried man. But she's already over me."
"What the fuck? Are you insane? That girl loves you, she would give her life for you."
"She lovED me." I correct emphasizing loved.
"Dude I'm through with your shit tell me why you didn't fix things."
"I was going to I swear. I knew she was staying at Jacky's he's her best friend. So I was driving to his place when my car broke down. It broke down in front of a coffee shop and i forgot my phone. So I entered the coffee shop and i heard her beautiful familiar voice. I turned my head and she was right there. She looked amazing, but she wasn't alone. Some guy was there there with her, she was smiling and it looked like she was having fun so i just left. I accepted the fact she moved on. I'm a jerk who doesn't deserve her."
"Andy you're not a jerk. She doesn't know what really happened. She doesn't know that slut laced your drink. She doesn't know that if it wasn't for me you could have been raped. She doesn't know you had to wait before going back to her so she wouldn't notice you were drugged."
"I know she doesn't know that but what can I do?"
"Get up."
"What?"
"Get up. Go take a shower and look presentable we're going to see her."
I finally looked up at him. He looked determined, he really was going to help me.
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I'm standing in front of her bedroom door. Jacky let us in. He didn't even argue, he said something about being tired of her mopping around. Which is strange since only two days ago she looked so happy in thepresence of another man.
"Are you gonna knock?" Jake said interrupting my thoughts.
"I-I-I don't know. I mean what if......what if she doesn't want to see me." I said turning around getting ready to leave before Jake grabbed my arm, knocked on the door and when (Y/N) opened it shoved me in there and closed the door. I looked up at her, since I was on the floor. Our eyes meat for a few seconds before she looked away.
"What do you want?" Her beautiful voice held no emotion.
"I want you."
"Should've thought about that before fucking a slut." Still no one emotion, not even anger.
"That's not what happened. (Y/N) please let me explain and hear me out."
She looked up at me agian. Searching my eyes looking for something. I guess she found it because she sighed and siad.
"Go on."
I took a deep breath. Searching for words to be honest i didn't think i would get this far.
"Okay first of all I didn't cheat on you. I would never, I only love you. If you would have walked in 5 minutes before you did you would've see what was going on. Yeah I saw you walk in but I wasn't being me at the moment. That chick laced my drink. She said she was a fan so of course I talked to her, then she talked me into getting me a drink and I said okay. Like I said before she laced it with some drug and the got all over me. At first I was strong enough to keep her off but then the drug took over and I couldn't keep her off. That's when you walked in. I saw you and she did too but se kept grinding on me I wasn't strong enough to move her away. I saw you and wanted to go towards you but couldn't. Then you left and she started undressing me, agian I couldn't do anything. If it wasn't for Jake I would've gotten raped by this slut. Jake saw how badly drugged I was so made me stay with him until I would be able to explain everything to you."
I finally mustered enough courage and looked at her she was looking at me with sad, guilty eyes. They also held love in them.
"One question?"
"Okay."
"Why didn't you come after me?"
"When you first left I was overwhelmed with shock and sadness i didn't know what to do. I just broke down on the floor and drowned myself in my iwn tears and vodka. Then I was coming to fix things two days ago but my car broke down in front of a coffee shop and I didn't have my phone so I walked in. You were there with a guy laughing and smiling and well i thought you moved on."
"Oh Andy. That's my step-brother."
"So you didn't move on? You still love me." I asked hope laced into my words.
"Of course I love you Andy. Do you know how miserable I've been without you?"
"Not more than me." I didn't give her a chance to speak I pulled he rin for a kiss. This kiss held love in it. Not lust but love. It was a simple kiss, but it meant theworld to me.
