I guess I'm just a play date to you
"hey, wanna come over? there's some games I wanna play" Chase calls me.
"sure! what games are we playi-" I got cut off by Chase.
"kk see you at my house at 2pm" Chase tells me quickly and hangs up before I could even say anything else.
chase was a great guy. might i say successful. his parents owned a company and he is popular in school. his charm made him get a lot of friends, especially girls. all the girls in the school admired him. whether it was his looks or his kind gestures. he had a girlfriend though, me. but i would say this relationship is one sided as i was the one giving love, while he takes it and leaves me with nothing.
i was a nerd, always getting straight A's and the quiet kid in class. my figure was curvy but i always hid it with baggy clothes. when i met Chase, he told me to wear more revealing clothes and make-up to show my curves. i of course listened to him.
well now I have to get ready. I wear my lacy dress he got for me. I wore some makeup and my boots. his house is a 10 minute walk. there's a gas station nearby. I thought of buying his favorite drink, coke. I buy it and my drink.
I knock on his door. he tells me to come in. he brings me a box and tells me to look inside. I see lots of beer, wine and drugs. this man wants me to do drugs?! I'm okay with alcohol but drugs?! this is too much. I slowly back up and turn to the door. shit. it's locked. I turn around to see what Chase is doing. He glares at me.
"where are you going, sweet heart? I thought you liked me. you wouldn't leave right?" Chase towers over me.
my back is pressed against the door. I tear up a little. I nod my head in agreement to his statement. i smiled a bit as he wiped away my tears. he then walked away to sit down on his couch. he signals to me to sit beside him. we start cuddling and getting cozy in between the blankets. i breathe in his warm and comforting scent.
he grabbed on of the cigarettes from the table and asks me to light it for him. so i did. we took turns to smoke. i started feeling this dizziness in my head. and then i had the strangest desire. one that would seem crazy.
he grabs my face and kisses my lips roughly. he goes down to my neck and leaves hickeys or bruises on it. when he does it, he goes so aggressively like an animal in the wild. i dont feel any pleasure from this. im just happy to be pleasing the man i love. even if its hurting me. i have no one else who will love me.
