Second Chance ❤️

Life sucks sometimes

I was thinking of making this story a complete autobiography but then long story about someone always makes you bore right? so i decided to keep it short. Maybe I'll post further stories about the characters in my life in detail. I was at the stage where everything seemed wrong
I decided that I no longer wanna live and love anyone cause I faced all the repercussions of loving a boy of different religion, it turned into the biggest trauma of my life. And when I lost all the hopes of loving again I met a person who brought so much change in me , he made me live again, he made me smile and he didn't even know he fixed something he didn't broke . I will forever be grateful for the second chance I gave to myself and to love. Everyone has bad experiences in life but there's always a second chance which proves that the bad experiences were just a test of checking how strong you are. The second chance of my life changed everything. So now the question arises what exactly happened?

This story is of a simple middle class girl who was born in Bihar and came to Jabalpur,Madhya Pradesh with her family , she was bright in studies and always used to get good results in her exams . She was multi-talented since her childhood she used to sing , dance, and paint. But you know what in starting her parents didn't liked whatever she did like they used to scold her in everything maybe they never knew that she had so many hidden talents which can make them proud in future but you know if God graces you with something it can never stay hidden for too long. When she grew up and went to school she always used to participate in different activities and that made her famous in her school and everyone appreciated her and that's how her family started to encourage her for everything which she did.She is none other than me RISHIKA JHA. I slowly started to excel in everything which I did used to secure ranks in every class. I was in the same school in which my dad used to teach sports so i always had the expectations of saving my dad's reputation and I used to do the same i didn't even made single male frnd so that noone can say wrong about me or do any complaint which can make my father embarass but when I came in 11th class I saw that everyone had a male friend except me so I decided to make male friends from now and but you know when once you get habitual of male friendship there is no turning back so from that time since now I don't usually make girls friend rather i have maximum male friends. I took commerce and put my heart and soul into studies and topped in my class My father was proud of me as I received the price from my school i could see that sparkle in his eyes. now in between all this when I was in 1st class I met sweety mam she was my brother's coaching teacher and she used to teach in the same school as my father did. He considered her as sister and that's how my bond with her started to strengthen. I used to stay at her home she used to treat me like her own daughter. She loved me and I did the same. She was my friend, my teacher, my mentor everything I know how she used to celebrate my birthdays at her home , use to call me when she made anything of my like and when I stayed with her for night when sir went out of station then she used to make me ready for school, made my braids she was the most adorable person of my life but you know what the thing you like the most gets snatched easily when I choose commerce in 11th that was the time the distance between me and her increased and our regular meetings converted into long time no see and then we changed our home and and started to live a little far from there I could rarely be able to go for a night stay at mam*s home and that's how I entered my college life era where I met a boy named Benjamin Martin his and mine personality were poles apart and i remember it was the freshers when he first met me and we introduced ourselves to each other and I didn't knew that he has fallen for me. On 29th of August 2023 I had the first assembly of my college and i remember that was the day when Benjamin confessed his feelings that he loves me and on 31st of August i said yes to him. He used to love me a lot he made me meet his friends Aashi, Harsh Bhushan and Harsh Shrivastava we all became very good friends, used to go everywhere together I was enjoying my college life to the fullest when the tough time actually came when my family got to know about Benjamin they confined me in my house took my phone and my keys , stopped me from going to my college, and scolded me of not daring to talk to him ever again I was already in my depression phase when suddenly one day a news comes that sweety mam is hospitalized leaving me in shock i remember from that day I stopped talking, eating and smiling and i heavy heartedly went to meet her when she was in ventilator doctors said she is normal we'll shift her to general ward tomorrow. When we reached home at about 2 or 3 o clock sir called Dad to come hospital urgently as sweety mam's condition is critical and she needs blood. Das rushed to hospital and gave blood but you know everything is already planned by the God next day when I was at home mom dad came crying and said Rishika get ready to bid a farewell to mam. I was like don't do such jokes what happened she is alright but the next sentence of mom gave me the biggest heartbreak of my life that sweety mam is no more . I somehow got ready crying incessantly weeping continuously reached mam*s home and my tears burst after seeing her dead body lying lifeless in front of me , like the person I saw just a couple of days back is now gone forever like a bond of 12-13 years just lost. I became a live corpse I had no emotions i could feel nothing, I just cried until my tears dried. When I came home I saw my mom dad crying and saying look Rishu nothing is permanent, your mam left us so soon. I couldn't resist myself and i promised her that I'll leave Benjamin forever and just focus on my studies. I did the same and slowly steadily the difference increased between me and him. And then I realised that all the promises he did were just a beautiful lies. Somewhere I knew that interreligion will not work but still maybe that was my foolishness that i expected him to fight with me for our love rather in return of my love what I got? CHEAT and BETRAYAL. Yaa he cheated on me with another girl, like in the span of September to December i got two biggest heartbreaks of my life I suffered depression..how can someone expect me to be strong? Like the person for whom I fought with my parents for the person i lost the trust of them, my mom dad didn't even trusted me after they got to know about Benjamin, they doubted their own daughter, they didn't even talked to me, they stopped me from going anywhere like I was jailed in my own house and i just tolerated all this for him and he gave me the most painful time of my life when I had noone to even share my pain. To be honest I was dying, I was about to take my life but maybe my story was not written to be ended so soon it was when someone came as a ray of hope , a hope that i can fall in love again,i had no idea what was about to happen next. My life was about to take 360° turn ....