Stop, look, listen to your heart.

Part 18

(We're getting married) Part 4 of 4

It's our wedding day, Dontae spent the night at his mom's house and I stayed here with RJ, he spent half the night talking on the phone with some female, he's still asleep, I texted Dontae and said any second thoughts, he said no what about me, I said none what so ever I can't wait to be with him for the rest of our lives or until death do us part, that's the only way he's getting away from me.

Bae said that's just how he feels, he loves me so much, I told him RJ just walked past our room wearing his boxers and the dude had a major hard on, he asked me what time he got home. I told him I don't know; he thinks I don't know he went out last night, bae said he wonders if he and Patty were together again.

I told him there grown, and after our wedding RJ will go back to Marietta and they won't see each other, bae said I don't know Patty like he does she'll go up there to see him for sex, I told him and knowing RJ, he'll fuck her, but like I said there grown and my focus is on us, I love him so much. I heard DJ saying if that's me hang up, we talked enough last night we have the rest of our lives to talk, and their mom wants him to come down to breakfast.

I heard DJ say dude your naked, I told bae nothing's changed no matter where he is, he said yeah that's true, I blew kisses over the phone and hung up.

RJ came into the room, I turned my head and told him to fix himself, he sat on the bed and asked me am I really going to spend the rest of my life having sex with one person, I told him yes, maybe when he finds the right person he'll understand why I'm doing it.

As for me Sasha, if I ever get married I'll wait until I'm old like thirty five, he said that's not old, I said it is for me, he asked what time did I come in last night or was it this morning, I told him I just went to the car to get something, he said yeah, he hopes I wrapped it up. I said OKAY I met Patty, and we had sex in the car, he said I'll do it anywhere.

I told him I'll fix breakfast, he said he didn't know I knew how to cook, and I never cooked for him before, I told him I can cook mom taught me a few things, and this is a special occasion it's not every day my brother gets married, and Dontae's cool. So go and get washed up and I'll fix breakfast, he said wash my hands first, he doesn't know where I had my hands at on Patty.

 Dude! anyway, Sasha I knew we are still getting to know each other, but as a brother you're not so bad, I love you man, he said OKAY. Sasha every time I tell you I love you; you say that do you have a little resentment towards me because mom raised me and Tiff.

 He said no, we're family even if we didn't grow up in the same house, it just takes me time to say that word to people, I said he can say that to Dontae with no problem, he said alright he loves me, I told him to say it again, he said he loves me, I said again he said he loves me and he's glad I'm his brother, he never thought he'd have siblings and now he has three.

I said he means two, Sasha said it's three he found out he has another brother in L.A. from his dad, I said but mom said he was gay, he told me gays can have kids too, I said oh yeah, the ole cum in the cup thing. I asked him what's he like, Sasha said he's never met him, maybe when he gets back from his honeymoon, he might look him up, he said now can I go and make breakfast he's hungry, and again wash my hands, I walked out of the room, I got my brother to say he loves me.

I do have to open up more towards RJ and Tiff, she's always telling me she loves me and is glad she has another brother, she and RJ are close but not the way she wants them to be, RJs to busy chasing girls. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and washed my face and did a quick facial, after that I brushed my teeth and thought about Dontae when he stood here brushing his teeth butt ass naked, tonight I let my man have what he wants, and that's me.