pure imagination || jing yuan, blade, & dan heng ✓

fifty five

Warnings | blade, super light smut (almost nonexistent), etc.

a/n ;; as I said, I did rewrite some stuff. But nothing too drastic.... I spent the whole night rewriting so I could post everything for you all cause I know how much it sucks when you only have a few more chapters to go only for the book to disappear lol

“What do you want me to do? Do you want me to stop? Or to keep going?”

Her breath felt heavy as she felt Blade’s weight shift above her. His eyes staring down at her as he repeats the question.

“You, I want you.”

“Are you sure?”

His voice was rough when he leaned down again, his lips pressing against her throat as he peppered your skin with kisses and little nips to your jugular.

“Mmhmm.”

“Words, I don’t want to hear you mumble to me.”

He pinched her hip causing her to let out a tiny yelp, but she was quick to recover when she nodded, “I’m sure!”

“I won’t let you go after this. Understand? Dan Heng can’t have you nor Jing Yuan.”

She nodded again, “I- I understand.”

He smirked, “I don’t think you do, but I’ll be more than happy to prove it to you.”

He moved from her neck and kissed her on the lips again. His mouth moving against her as he held her against the bed. His strength easily overpowering her. One of his hands then slid underneath her shirt and up her stomach, she could feel goosebumps litter her skin when she felt his palm calm her breast.

“Your heart is beating so fast, are you that nervous?”

“A little, but I trust you.”

Blade shook his head and gave her another quick kiss on her lips, “I keep telling you not to trust anyone, but no matter. I don’t bite,… much.”

She felt a shiver run up her spine when his other free hand tugged her shorts down to her knees. Her underwear on full display as he didn’t bother to admire the view, instead, he let his fingers trail up her thigh. His eyes glanced back up to her face before he stopped paliming at your breasts with his other hand and instead brought it down to rest on your other thigh as he say back  on his knees.

“Still nervous?”

She nodded.

He let his fingers caress small circles into the skin of your thighs, “we don’t have to continue.”

He may have been saying that now, but he knew that going back to his room and fucking his fist like he had been the last few nights wouldn’t have been any help to him.

As for her, she felt an undeniable heat between her legs, and as she looked at Blade, she knew what she wanted. Was it love? Or simple understanding? It didn’t matter. Blade already said how she was his and how he was hers. So, carefully, almost a bit too slowly, Blade watched as she opened her legs. Her hands came up to bunch up her shirt with nervous fingers and her face felt on fire as she spread her legs, “p- please, I want to go all the way with you.”

Maybe she was just trying to protect herself. Blade could protect her. No one would ever be able to harm her either. Not if Blade had her. Blade reached for the waistband of her underwear then, his fingers hooking around the elastic. Watching him lick his lips, she couldn’t help but feel like she was caught.

“Then take all that I give you.”

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The moment she cracked open her eyes, the sun was quick to hit them. Closing her eyelids back quickly, she turned the other way but was immediately met with a solid surface.

“Huh?”

Opening her eyes again, she was met with Blade. His lips were slightly parted, his eyes were closed, and his breathing was even. He looked so peaceful while he slept. And the reason why he was in her bed quickly set in. She could remember every detail clearly after he had pushed her down into the bed. How he asked her to tell him to stop if she didn’t want any of this, how one hand had snuck underneath her shirt while the other slid beneath the waistband of her shorts. And she could still feel the sticky mess between her thighs.

Not wanting to disturb him or wanting to get up herself, she had cuddled back into his chest. A content sigh gently escaping her lips as she closed her eyes.

Though, the moment she had shifted, he was already awake and engulfing her into a tight embrace.

“Morning,” his voice came out rough as he let one of his hands travel up her back and to her hair so he could tug it to get her to look up at him.

“Good morning,… did I wake you.”

“No, been awake.”

She highly doubted that, but didn’t question him further as she let her fingers draw different shapes on his chest.

“Do you regret what you’ve done?”

His words echoed into her as she gazed back up at him. Her eyes holding a softness to them as she reached up to cup his cheeks to bring his lips down to meet her own, “no. and its what we’ve done. Not just me… do you regret?”

“Never.”

He let her continue to peck soft little kisses against his lips and cheeks and chin.

“Your singing was different too last night, it was quite enjoyable,” he couldn’t stop the smirk from forming on his face as he said this causing her to roll her eyes.

“When I said I wanted to sing for you, I didn’t mean like that.”

She felt the bed shift as he rolled and landed on top of her again, “but what if I want you to sing like that again?”

She felt her face heat up considering and pushed at his chest, “I can’t possibly go again so soon!”

“We need to work on your stamina,” Blade said simply as he leaned down to kiss her lips.

“And how do we do that,” she asked between kisses.

“Practice.”