Saving Jordan (a Jordan x Johnnie fanfic)

Chapter 1

Jordan's POV

I stared down at the small figure in my arms. Johnnie. I smiled as he shifted his position a bit. This was my fiancé and I was damn happy about it. I couldn't be happier to be honest.

Warped Tour was hard for both of us however. We hadn't come out to our fans, and keeping our secret was much harder than it seemed. Nonetheless, we kept it secret due to Johnnie's mom being homophobic.

I slightly shook Johnnie and kissed his forehead.

"Wake up baby, we have to get ready." I whispered

"Five more minutes Jordan. Pleaseeee" he said looking up at me with pleading eyes.

"Fine, five. But don't you think Bryan might be worried since you didn't come back to the bus?" I ask slightly concerned.

"No, because you didn't either and he would've just texted. Duhhhh." He said, still very obviously sleepy.

I suppose his reasoning made sense. Bryan knew, and had known for a long time. He knew when we first started seeing each other.

"C'mere" I said

"I'm already curled up to you, what more do you want?" He chuckled

With that I smiled, and let out a laugh, pulling him on to my lap. His arms instinctively wrapped tightly around my neck, and his head rested at the base of my throat.

"This is what I meant." I said placing my arms on his waist and pulling him as close as physically possible.

"You're cute when you're needy." Johnnie said giggling.

My face flushed a bright pink colour.

"Yeah, well you're cute always." I said

He pulled his head up from where it had been and looked up at me. His perfect blue eyes locking with mine. There was a grin present. The grin that I fell in love with.

Pulling one of my hands from his waist, I rested it just under his chin and tilted his chin up slightly before leaning in. My lips brushed over his, and I felt the cool metal of his lip rings.

Johnnie, being Johnnie decided he was more awake than he previously had been, excited about the current activity. He licked my lower lip, asking for entrance which I happily allowed. We started to fight for dominance, with me quickly winning.

I decided to be a bit daring, and I moved my hand from his hip to his upper thigh and squeezed lightly. With that I earned a gasp, and then quickly following a moan. With that Johnnie pulled away.

"That was nice." He said resting his forehead against mine, trying to catch his breath.

"Yeah, it was." I smiled

"Jordan?" He asked quietly into the quiet room.

"Yes?" I replied, waiting for him to say whatever he was intending

"When can we give ourselves to each other..? I'm ready, and you told me you were too, Jordan. I want all of you, and I want you to have all of me." He said quietly

I sighed, knowing this was going to come up soon.

"Johnnie, I want to. But I want you to be legal, and I want you to be sure. I'm five years older than you babe, and I just don't want you to give yourself to someone you don't want it with." With that being said, a lump formed in my throat at the thought of him not wanting to make love with me, and then leaving.

"This is what I want Jordan. I turn eighteen in a month. No one but US has to even know. But I respect your decision. Just know I love you unconditionally and this is what I want. I said yes when you asked me to be your husband for a reason. And you know what? I don't regret it. The day I turn eighteen I want to be officially married to the love of my life, and that's you Jordan. It will always be you." He finished, and cupped my cheek with one of his hands.