Teach me to love

Chapter 1

Read me: Hi! This is my first serious story, I was inspired by my friend sophromanoff 🫶🏻 who also recently started writing. I hope it will resonate in the hearts of people, have fun reading!

Natasha's pov

I lived as I always have. Today I'm lying down and drinking beer and tomorrow I'm saving universes with the Avengers. It's the same as always, before Tony Stark accepted Nadia into our team. I hate that arrogant girl. She annoys me with every cell of her body. Bitch. She's always following me on missions, and he just won't let me get into a fight.
"What the hell is she doing?"
I need to stop thinking about her so much.
My phone rang and I had to get off my ass for the second time on my day off. I did this today for the first time because I can't spend my day off without a bottle of beer.

Of course, drinking in the company of my sister was much more fun. I looked at my kitchen table on which there was a photo of Elena and I together.

Now Elena is living her own life and I'm not sure what country she is in. She also goes on missions, fights for truth and justice, and just like me has no personal life...

Thoughts of the red room haunt me every day. sometimes they eat me up from the inside, I move away from reality. There is a sound and I remember my phone.

- "Agent Romanoff! What the fuck!" - Stark's voice sounded rougher than usual, he shouted at me
- "First of all, Tony, calm down, don't treat me like that. You know I can put you on your paws even in your iron suit." - I was already furious, my day was ruined.
- "There is no time to sort things out with Miss Romanoff. In the northern part of the city, a group called itself the new Hydra appeared. We're almost there, I sent you the location."

I hung up and quickly changed from my pajamas into black leather pants, a black T-shirt and a black denim jacket, and of course my favorite black boots. I went downstairs to my black motorcycle and started driving as fast as I could.

The wind blew my hair because I always needle at a speed of 120. I was not afraid to die. Death would allow me to no longer suffer. I got to the Avengers in 20 minutes and God bless the first person I saw was Nadia. DAMN IT. The day only got worse. I HATE. I HATE. I HATE HER!!!!!! She's eating my mind. I hate her body, her hair that smells delicious, the color of her eyes. I hate who she is! And right now she is coming towards me. Fuck.

- "Hey!" - I hate her voice. I was ready to growl at her, but I just looked at her with a dirty look and moved on. Why does she even say hello to me?

- "Stark, what did you come up with?"
- "Let's intercept them and kick their asses, like we always do."
- "You know I like this plan."
- "You and Nadia intercept them from the left."
- "What? No. No. I'd better go alone."
- "Miss Romanoff, she is a professional and she will get even more experience from you." - I don't have time for this stupid talk. In the end, what could happen? Why am I so obsessed with her?
Nadia comes to me again.

- "It's great that we're on the same team!" - I don't like the way she smiles. It's a stupid smile. I looked at her with maybe a little contempt. Hate her. Kill me.

We approached our destination with a quick step. We stood on the left side of the building and were ready to break down the door as soon as the others were ready to do it at the same time. Nadia's hair tickled me because the wind blew it. She smiled again.
Rogers gave the command that everything was in place and a second later we were inside. I took out my gun and Nadia repeated after me.
There was no one on the first floor, Nadiaand I headed to the lower floor. There we neutralized three people, to my surprise my partner really fought well. we heard explosions on the top floor and wanted to run there but the building started to collapse. we ran to the exit but that damn girl ruined everything. she tripped over something and started to fall and hit me. we both fell to the floor and she was lying on me, her smell enveloped me, but i came to my senses from a new explosion and quickly jumped up throwing Nadia away. Thank god she was able to get up on her own. We ran out of the building and saw everything burning, the avengers reported via microchip located near the right temple, created by stark for us, that they eliminated everyone who was in this building, but the new Hydra still has people and their leader is hiding somewhere. We'll have to figure this out, but for now the guys suggested going out for dinner, but i declined. I just wanted to be home.

When i came back from the mission i saw a message on my phone. From that damn girl. Is she making fun of me today?
The phone screen showed "hey". I read the message.

Same evening.
Nadia's pov

I walked into my modest apartment. I joined the Avengers 2 weeks ago and I still haven't earned their trust. Especially from Agent Romanoff.

I poured myself some tea, opened my laptop, covering myself with a blanket on my couch. A couple of minutes and I decided to write to Natasha. A simple "hey". I looked at my screen for 15 minutes and she read it!! I almost lost hope that she would look at it. I started jumping around the apartment with joy, I laughed and smiled. A minute passed. Two. Twenty minutes passed. Half an hour. There was no answer. I just went to bed, but I couldn't fall asleep because of my thoughts until the morning.

They don't accept me. She doesn't accept me.