There is no hope...

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As I stay ill with no ambulance coming and my son has now gone back to Austria with no postman coming with his presents, and myself and my daughter stay poor with no money and her not having her gifts either.... There is no hope. The "CHNP" appear to have recieved no presecritption, no court order or judgement, none of the hospitals here have anything actually, none of the police have anything, the chemists have nothing, my bank card never comes in the post - There is no post for me going to my home address, there are no e-mails for me. There is nobody coming. The Luxembourgish courts know nothing and we had to spend 45 minutes (my time seeing my son.) in a cafe with just a cold drink and two mass murderers tutting at me and writting notes about me to get back to the courts about how my contact cannot continue for no reason at all. Was I too quiet? Or are they just plain cruel? "Pamela" and "Lindsey" abuse my children.... Caitlin has told the sos that they are abusive. She says i'm the best mummy in the world and she never wants anyone different. I've told Caitlin about the secret investigation, but nothing has come of it. There is no hope anywhere I look or to anyone i look to for it. It looks like I will be here for a long time still, suffering. I can barely write, read, Pray, I need medicine. It's getting worse and worse by the day and my illness isn't going away. my Guardian Angel thinks labor cannot start while I am ill because I will not make it though but I can and i will because i am strong. I just need my baby to be born..... I cannot carry on in here the "CHNP" anymore. I am suffering too much.

I cannot cope. I cannot cope. I cannot cope. I could scream. I could scream. I could scream. 

Wont somebody act or even care?! SOMEBODY COME TO SAVE US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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