Love? Perhaps what it is is the feeling for which you risk everything, even if it hurts your heart. Love is forgiveness, and nowadays I can say that love does not exist. Whoever knows the real explanation of what love is—the feeling that breaks the hearts of many, makes some happy, and leaves others in shock—I think everyone should experience it.
We are constantly coming from our past, and our past is always where we left it. The past is our roots. The roots are not visible; therefore, we think they do not exist. Nothing is as real as the past.
Thomas probably knew what one-sided love is like; all of us have experienced it at least once, but in the case of Thomas, it happened differently, It took him a long time to understand that he loved Adam, who he thought was forgotten and locked in his heart before the great salvation, but, as we know, love does not disappear so easily. The question is whether it disappears. Perhaps not everyone will know the answer.
Even Thomas didn't know until that terrible day when he went to school on an ordinary day and bumped into someone he liked. One ordinary but beautiful day dawned, the first day of spring when nature woke up, and various plants bloomed. The place where Thomas lived was known to everyone, and it was not difficult to understand that someone new had arrived in the city, but Thomas was in such a hurry in the class that he did not even notice the new family that moved next to him. As he got ready every morning, he packed his bag and rushed to school. Thomas didn't like to talk; he was calm and level-headed and had a reason for that. He lost his best friend at the age of 15. It's not been long since that day, so it's hard for him to talk to anyone or share his heart. He came to class late, as usual.
I'm late again, and I apologize to the teacher (Thomas said politely and calmly sitting down in his place)
A dark-haired girl with beautiful books in her hands enters the classroom. She entered the class, but Thomas was busy reading a book and he didn't even pay attention to her; he was living in his imaginary world. She thought ıt would be great ıf she introduced herself and since it was the first day of a new student, the teacher started a general conversation.
-What is love for you?
-Love is a talent that God has given us, and the person who leaves this world without experiencing this feeling is unfortunate (said the girl).
When Thomas heard these words, he lifted his head from the book and looked at the girl.
When the teacher was sure that he had drawn Thomas's attention, he asked:
-What is love for you, Thomas?
- Love? (barely uttered)
-Yes, love.
-Love is a word and more than words; power and more than power; relationship and more than relationship. It is something that allows you to get through days that you cannot get through alone. There is also a pain because the path of life is not covered with roses; it is a difficult feeling, and there will be many bad days and moments, but I believe that love is a feeling that means loving someone from the beginning (said Thomas and there was complete silence in the class, and you could see relief and tears on Thomas' face)
Soon, Thomas heard the sound of applause. He looked around and what he saw was a new classmate standing up and clapping, Why did she do that, That's still a mystery.
A smile appeared on Thoma's face now, a smile that no one had seen on his face for a long time. He also felt proud because at least one person in the class listened to him and expressed her emotions clearly.
It is difficult to be surprised by anything in life, Thomas has seen many things: fake friends, bullying towards himself or other people, and also how a person can change.
They say time heals everything; time will pass and you will forget everything, but I don't think so, You can't remember exact details, but you will never forget if someone did something bad to you.
Even after school ended, Thomas was already thinking about why a strange girl clapped her hands. He couldn't explain it. He had many questions and probably would have asked them if he had seen her. He was walking home when he heard a familiar voice from behind. Suddenly, he looked back and what did he see, A new classmate calling him.
-Hello
Don't you remember me? Probably not because you were busy reading a book
Thomas wanted to say that she was the first person to notice him since his best friend's death, but he didn't want to scare a stranger.
-Yes, I know you, Are you my new classmate?
-My name is Mariam,
-and my name is Thomas.
-Nice to meet you
for me too, but please, since we already know each other, let's not talk like we did not know each other, okay?
Thomas could not say anything but smile. You look like an interesting person Mariam (Thomas thought)
May Thomas's heart and mind agree on how good a conversationalist and interesting person Mariam was. Thomas will probably never forget this feeling because it was the first time since losing his friend that he felt so at peace with someone.
They followed the road, Mariam didn't hold her tongue, she talked about many things, all the topics that might be of interest to a person at this age (films, computer games, etc.)
-Do you want to take a break? You're tired and I'm tired too (she spoke as if he'd known Thomas all her life). It wouldn't be bad Mariam
-Perfect
Happy Mariam ran to the nearby bakery and Thomas followed her. Mariam ran across the road and suddenly found herself on the other side, while Thomas calmly and quietly looked first to the right and then to the left and crossed the road.
Soon they came to the door of the bakery and smelled the aroma of delicious and fresh cookies and desserts. Thomas smiled and immediately went to the cash register and took two identical cookies.
-Take it, Mariam
-eat it.
- Thanks
The connection between them was felt; it was noticed by everyone who looked at them.
Soon, Mariam and Toma arrived at the big farmhouse. They said goodbye to each other and Thomas continued on his way. Thomas's thoughts did bother him: how Mariam could talk so well with a person she had just met, so calmly, and how she could make Thomas smile so much. As soon as he got home, he ran into his room, locked himself, and started thinking. And tears suddenly fell from his eyes because he remembered the person he loved so much since the fifth grade and how her rejection hurt his heart, She also remembered the best friend he lost, and it caused many emotions at once.
Did he love Mariam? Yes? No? I want to clarify this for you.
Reader, life without love is easier; it just makes no sense without it. It's hard to live when you don't have someone next to you who will support you no matter what happens and love you endlessly. Today, love is less of an empty entertainment than real love, and perhaps both Thomas and Mariam got lost in the search for this feeling.
Finding your significant other is hard, though, Thomas.
CZYTASZ
Everyone after you
عاطفيةIt is little story about a boy who has difficulties in his life, and it is a story of his life
