The day started horribly as I struggled out of bed ugh I groaned standing groping for my clothes. I started going thru my daily routine feeling depressed the love of my life had left me the day before. Why did I let her go I sighed as I looked in the mirror. I started to cry I looked down at my arms, my chest was hurting as I picked up my knife ready to die. I look into the sky I love u Mel plunging the knife towards my chest suddenly I stop what the feeling a rush of love run thru my body in waves. I drop the knife dropping to the floor in tears.