How I met my Russian in the night

is it to late now?

You're a young girl from Europe, sweet,kindhearted,Beautiful sind sometimes clumsy but you have many problems because of your parents.

You are 18 and named Alexandra which was a common russian name even tho you were a mix of German and polish so you wondered you're whole life "why Alexandra if it's russian and not a polish name like Katarzyna or aleska which are common.."

You never understood. Was it because your parents loved the name? Or Russia? You're unsure but won't break your little head about it once again, you walking down the street in Germany  Düsseldorf. trying to get your head clear but failing miserably when two guys approach you and you instantly knew from they're aura they're no good.

You look up to them noticing they're Familia faces "lukas, Thomas what's up how come we meet" you say nervously

Those two are from a big company but you're mother had problems and had to ask for some money and a car. Sadly you're family isn't rich and she can't work because of her health issues so you try to work as hard as you can at 2 jobs in hope you could repay them the money you're mother took and never repaid.

Lukas: miss its time we get a part of the money you're mother still has to pay,we've waited to long now because we were nice but now either you pay up or we need to take consequences.

You knew those were bad news, you only had little cash on you because you had to buy groceries and had to pay the mechanic for the car, you gulped heavily as you looked down, "just give Me another week then I should have the 300 together" thomas rolled his eyes because you've said that to many times this month already but lukas on the other hand was kind as he sighed and gave you the chance.

Thomas didn't like it that lukas was so kind but he couldn't argue "one week,if we don't get the money. Consequences will arrive soon"

You nodded before you walked away in a hurry, as soon as you got home you're mother immediately asked where the money was ,if you paid the mechanic and got the groceries, you sighed heavily and nodded but she didn't like it. You're mother hated it in Düsseldorf  because of her bills so she's planning on moving away secretly without the company noticing but you never knew about it since she planned it all in her head
Without telling you a thing, as if she wandet to get rid of you so you have her problems and bills on you're back.
So she had some peace and quiet for once.

Time flew and eventually you made it to pay 300 every now and then, wasn't easy for a 18 year old with depression,anxiety and other issues to have 2 jobs which barely gave you sleep. On day time you worked in a restaurant as a chef and waitress and on the night you worked either in a market or in a hotel at the reception. You're life wasn't easy but you promised yourself you would help you're family no matter what after all its everything you have, you're not in a relationship since you've had once one at 16 and it turned terribly wrong since then you were scared of tall men and the physical contact with them, at a height of 1.66m you're pretty short for a guy which are 1.85m to 1.90m but isnt that the standart height in Germany isnt it?

You being scared of tall men made you're life hard since most men in Germany are around that height.

It wasn't easy for you to find friends either so you were most likely alone.

Until one day...