Only after long minutes do you realise what's actually happening, your confusion making you lean back to look at him. His eyes wouldn't leave your lips if his life depended on it. 'Was this a mistake?' Is all that's playing in your head over and over again. He's your superior officer, and maybe it's not the best idea to be kissing him in a storage room, away from everyone at base, hiding..
"What's going through that pretty little head of yours, princess?" He whispers.
The only answer you can give him is pressing your lips back against his, like you need them as much as you need oxygen. You don't know what you want or what you're doing, but one thing is certain. Right now, there's nothing you need more than his love and care.
His arms slowly wrap around you, pulling you closer to his chest and hugging you tightly as your arms go around his neck. As your hips get closer to his, one arm goes to your lower back, pressing you closer and closer until there's no air between you two.
"Ghost.." You manage to whimper, catching his attention.
"Hm?" He hums, burying his face in the crook of your neck, taking in your scent.
"Should we really be doing this?" You whisper to him. He looks back up into your eyes, pulling his mask back down.
"You should've said you just don't want to."
"I want to!" You lean closer. "I want you just as badly as before.." He leans back in, pressing his forehead against yours, making you close your eyes, but his are staring at your face. He can't even help it. Just like he said before, he hasn't felt something like this in 10+ years. Obviously, he had a lot of hook ups, just so his satisfaction levels wouldn't be too low, but now that he's gotten to know you, his heart, his brain, his eyes.. They're all set only on you. That scares you, since.. What if you disappoint him? What if you do something that he finds annoying or if you make him angry at you with something?
"Are you sure you still want an old man like me?" He grabs your chin, gently leaning his lips closer to yours. You just nod, your eyes opening and looking into his. "I've been mean to you and disrespected you countless times. I do have to warn you that I don't do that just out of fun, it's out of my control, yeah? So no crying if I upset you, princess."
"Well, I can't promise that.." You smile a bit.
"I'll try not to, but know that I'm not like this because I don't want you around, yeah?" You nod again, leaning back a bit.
"Can I see your face now?" You plead and it makes him smirk.
"Have you been a good girl?" He leans dangerously close, whispering in his raspy voice, your stomach filling with butterflies. You nod a bit, clearly a bit embarassed at the question. Theres nothing inappropriate about it, but it feels like there is as he says it. "Okay.." He leans back just a little, taking his balaclava off and ruffling his dirty blonde hair after.
You study his face throughoutly, taking it between your palms and gently caressing him with your thumbs. You can see a light blush on his cheeks, as he's not used to affection like this. You can't even spit a word out as you gently rotate his head to look at his side-profile, smiling ear-to-ear.
"It's a shame you cover up so much.."
"It's not so pleasant when all everyone sees is the scars." He has a scar running down from his eyebrow to his cheek, his eye barely harmed by it. There are other cuts and bruises from the mission he was on a couple days ago, and other smaller scars that are older.
"I like them." You smile, but you can't help your eyes slipping down to his lips again. "I thought you didn't care about people's opinion, though..?"
"Still important to stay anonymus when half the world is coming after you." He stares right into your eyes, having no intention to look away for the next couple of minutes. Not much to his liking either, though, he leans away, putting the balaclava back on. "I have training with some recruits in a couple of minutes. I'll see you later, alright?" He presses a kiss to her forehead, even tho his mask is between their skin. And before you could say anything, he's already gone.

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Daddy Issues /Ghost x reader/
FanfictionYou are a new addition to Task Force 141. You've been trained since you were quite little because of your troubled background. An abusive father and a non-existing mother didn't help a bunch in raising you without mental problems. So, when you turne...