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It might seem odd for a 26-year-old, but I feel that my life is fully in order. I say this because, knock on wood, nothing has gone wrong in the past few months. The mere thought of something going wrong nauseates me. In the months before I moved to New York, my life was chaotic, with inexplicable events occurring. And as for my ex-boyfriend and ex-best friend, they were both part of a catastrophe that unfolded simultaneously. Just when I thought everything had settled, my parents got a divorce. Many people say, "Oh Rebecca, that's common," and I get that, but with everything that happened before, I was on the verge of falling apart; it was just too much at the time. Thankfully, as I mentioned, nothing has gone wrong for me, and I hope it stays that way for a while because I'm adjusting to New York quite well. I've never really understood the big deal about the pizza here. I'm a huge pizza fan, but this one didn't stand out to me. oh yea and my brother Jonahs situation-*doorbell rings*-who on earth is at my door at 2 AM? As Rebecca walked toward the door, a piece of mail slid through the slot. "Who the hell left me mail at this time?" she muttered. Unfolding the note, she began to read aloud to herself as she drifted towards the kitchen.

Note - Dear Rebecca,

It's been a while. You might not recognize who this is from, but it's better that way. How's New York treating you? I hope you're not in pain anymore and that you're happy. Things became quite difficult for you, and I'm sorry I had to leave. It was for the best, not just for me, but for the whole family. It pains me to write this, but please make sure to never forget about me, okay Becca? I love you a lot, and even though you're halfway across the world, I'm still here. I hope mom and dad are doing well, if you know. I really wish I could say this in person, but to be honest with you, Becca, I feel ashamed of how I left, and things are getting bad for me here. I can't tell you where I am, but just know I won't be here for long. I know you probably hate me, and I completely understand, but please read more of these messages I send. There will only be a few more after this one. Well, Becca, I wanted to keep this short and sweet because I know you don't like reading, but I really do miss you, sis. By now, you know who this is, I hope.

Love, Jonah

Rebecca breathes heavily, setting the letter on the kitchen counter as tears stream down her face. "H-How did he-why is t-" she stutters, her lungs struggling for air amidst a whirlwind of thoughts. As her tears begin to dry, she walks to her bedroom, the thoughts still swirling in her mind. Lying down, she turns off the lamp on her nightstand and lies there, pondering her brother's unexpected discovery and his words that he won't stay long. Drifting to sleep, her pillow soaks up the tearsThe next morning, Rebecca wakes up and checks her phone for the time; it's 9:30 am. "Shit, shit, shit, I'm late for work! I didn't set my alarm," she exclaims. In a hurry, she jumps out of bed, throws on a blouse and some random pants from the floor, and dashes to the bathroom to get ready quickly. Her phone rings-it's her mom calling. She answers and puts it on speaker so she can continue getting ready. "Hello, Becca," says Stephanie, Rebecca's mom. "Hey, Mom," replies Rebecca, as she brushes her teeth and applies mascara. "I have a question for you, honey. Did you receive a letter in the mail from an anonymous person?" asks Stephanie. Rebecca pauses immediately and drops her mascara bottle. "W-why, Mom? Did you get one?" she asks, her voice shaky. "Well, yes, but I haven't opened it because I think it's junk mail; it has no return address," Stephanie explains. "Mom, you don't need to open that, okay? Just throw it away," Rebecca insists. She knew she was lying to her mother, but she didn't want her to go through more stress. "Are you sure, Becca?" Stephanie inquires. "Yes, Mom, okay? You can trust me," Rebecca reassures her. "Okay, Becca, I love you, sweetheart. Have a good day," says Stephanie. "Okay, Mom, I love you too. I will, you too," Rebecca responds. *The call ends, and Rebecca's heart gradually settles. She remembers her work obligations, grabs her keys and purse, and leaves the house. *

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