jake x johnnie (I need you)

again (angst)

Johnnies pov:

I woke up and all I could think abt was what happened yesterday...I can't believe Alex broke up with me!...I get up and look through my drawers to look for my blade when I found it I started cxtting after I realized what I did..I ran out my room to see jake in the hallway I hide my wrists and arms behind my back "J-jake u-uhm-" I was interrupted by jake "johnnie what that-" he tries to take my arm from behind me but I back up so he doesn't "i-its nothing j-just let me through-" jake looked confused and concerned "ik something wrong now whats on your arm-" before he could say anything else I run past him hoping he didn't see the cxts and when I reach the bathroom I make sure to lock the door and clean up the mess I made

Jake's pov:

When johnnie ran to the bathroom I swear I saw something on his arms and wrists the more I thought abt it the more I realized.."no" he wouldn't, he would never do that AGAIN I ran to the bathroom but it was locked "johnnie!, are you okay!?" "I-im fine" he sounded scared and worried and I knew he was lieing.. "johnnie ik when somethings wrong pls tell me" I was so worried he cxt again I was hoping it was something else... "i-i-im f-f-fine j-jake-" he studderd in that hole sentence so I knew something was wrong "can u pls come out?.." " u-uhm-" "now johnnie..pls I want to make sure your okay" johnnie takes a minute to answer "fine..but pls dont be mad" he opens the door looking down so I figured he was crying I realized what was in his arms and wrists- "HOLY SHIT JOHNNIE-" I started getting really scared and everything "j-..johnnie.." "i-im s-sorr-" "johnnie I swear I u say sorry I'm going to lose it even more" I can't hold back..I hug him "johnnie yk I love okay" he starts crying so I just kept hugging him "i-i didn't m-m-mean to do it..a-agian-" "it's okay just- go rest for now "o-okay" ad I walk him to his room he looks tired he must have not gotten alot of sleep last night when we got to his room he put on a long sleeved shirt I helped him into bed he was so tired he could barely walk after I got him settled in he grabs my hand "s-stay.." I got butter Flys..did I have a crush on my best friend?! "Alr I'll stay" I hop into bed with him and I feel his arm around me