madly in love - JAEYONG

CHAPTER 10 - CLOSE

⚠️ - matured words, vulgar language, angst, long ass chapter.

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a few weeks later..

taeyong.. he saw yuta right in front of him his jet black long hair and his sharp features his big orb eyes, he became scared not knowing what was going on anymore, the younger started to look down and shake his head, he had on a grin but he got up walking away from his presence, he started to walk up the white stairs to what looked like nothing, taeyong immediately tried to stop him but he couldn't move

"yuta!" the older screamed but the younger just kept walking.

"yuta, please don't leave I'm not ready to let you go I don't want to forget you!" the older suddenly said as he caught the younger's attention making him turn around.

"don't say things that you'll eventually regret .. I'm gone and you need to accept it, after all I did it for you yongie." the younger said as a tear fell from his right eye still having that same grin.

the older couldn't keep his eyes off of the younger that grin.. he blinked and with in a instant the younger was nowhere in sight.

he felt his nerves started to build up as he did everything in his strength to move but he couldn't move a muscle, his body started to become numb the more he felt tried to move it.

this was it huh? this it what he deserved?

that's when the older started to feel himself slowly coming back to himself.

jaehyun's pov

I started feel something keep moving beside me it was taeyong and his eyes were wide open just looking at the white ceiling, he was saying weird things like he was literally having a full on conversation with the fan above us or I don't know, in a second I bring myself out my position and hover over him, it was like i could read what was going in in front of me.

I quickly grabbed ahold of both of his shoulders and aggressively started to shake him out of his nightmare, I saw a tear begin to fall from the older's cheek I became more and more frustrated and tried everything I could, that's when I started to see him move his eyes around and blink a few times.. I didn't know if he was coming back or if it was just my mind trying to calm me down but once I saw him jump out of his sleep I pulled him into a deep embrace promising never to leave his precious soul.

author's pov.

he was having a sleep paralysis and the brunette witnessed the whole thing, he was quick to try and wake the older up before it was too late.

the older jerked up out of his sleep almost making the younger jump up, he turned his head towards younger and tears immediately began to fall down his cheeks.

the younger was quick to react to this as he sat next the older, pulling him into a deep embrace he just wanted to hold the other like this for hours.

"jaehyun-ah" the older sniffed as he felt his voice become shaky

"shh, it's okay I'm here." the younger said reassuring the older.

"please don't leave me, okay." the older said as he pushed his head deeper into the younger's nape.

"I'm here, don't worry." the younger reassured him once again as he patted the top of the older's head softly.

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flashback to past time

yuta pov

I came home from my night with the boys, I felt bad for leaving the love of my life so helpless and worried about me at home but I couldn't let him know the truth.