01:10
It's a random book, ik.
but do I care?
nope, not at all.
whoever knows me just a little bit shouldn't be surprised by this.
idk, I just spend a ridiculous amount of time on youtube. I ended up crying because there are no official marauders movies. that's really fucking sad. Then I was angry at JK for not publishing anything about them. then I remembered what an asshole she really is. so, I gave up on her and my hopes for any movies or even books.
now I think I should do something useful. but also it's maybe a little late to start being useful. and I'd probably be too loud. my brother is asleep next door. or maybe he's not. you never really know what he's doing. the other day he said he'd come home. long story short, he didn't. to be fair, he's twenty and does not live here anymore. he never did. we moved last winter.
I should sleep. but I feel like watching a comfort movie to shut my anxiety down for the night. it could actually work. I wont be able to decide which one to watch though. so I might not. but I need it. people touching me today was too much. but I did it for a friend. I had to.
maybe some music will be enough to keep the voices quiet. some phoebe or lucy against those feelings I get. could do.
I'm out for now.
Charlie
01:49
