Chapter 14- Questions and Answers

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It's 4:45.
It's a brave step only I and Byul know about.
I got questions and I am asking him all of them.
No filters.
Byul has decided to come too.
She will be sitting somewhere there only. Just in case her bad intuition comes true.
Which I hope should NOT happen today.
I am counting down my steps now.
I don't know, how will he answer.
I know nothing , maybe he will be furious and he would start to hate me.
Maybe he would confess his love for me, but does that even exist.
Maybe he will ask me who filled all this bullshit in my head and tell me to be in the real world instead of being a DELULU.

My thinking skills will surely kill me someday.

I took my backpack and got to the door.
My backpack had a book , a notebook and my P.E textbook.
Ofcourse.
Hehe

I am walking to the stop.
I saw Moon coming towards me.

"Let's go!"

"Hmm"
I say.

We get into the bus and I take my phone out to text Mr.Alexander.
And then I notice the time.
It's 4:55.

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Cupid🎀

Cupid🎀:
Hey!
You ready?
Shall I pick you up?

You:
You don't need to.
I am ready and I am in the bus.
Will be there in 5 minutes.

Cupid🎀:
Okiee!!

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I hug Moon tight.
Tighter then ever.
Moon rubs my back trying to calm me down.

"I know you are nervous girlfriend.
Don't panic.You will do it right!!"

"I am afraid.
What if I mess up?"

"You aren't proposing right?"

"Yeah?"

"So everything will be right.
Don't worry."

"Ok"
I take a deep breath and look out of the window.
Here we are.
I enter the library first and see him.
Ok
Act normal.
Normal.

I give him a wide smile and blush on my skin with a big wave.
He looks at me and gives a grin , signalling me to come to him.
Byul is already sitting the corner.

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Sitting Plan:

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Red: walls and shelves.
Green: others.
Pink: Jazmin and Alexander.
Blue:Byul.

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I run towards him.
He is smiling. I love him so much.
But now it's about questions.
I take a deep sigh.
And he begins.

"Hey Miss Psychiatrist"

"Hello Mr.Alexander"

"I like your outfi-"

"Mr Alexander" I said cutting his words I continued,
"I was here to talk to you about something really serious.
For both of us."

"Hm.ok."
He said nodding.

I continued,
"I got questions, you need to answer. Cause if you don't, then this may create big misunderstandings ,
I certainly don't want to happen.
Especially with my teacher"

He nodded.

"Mr Alexander, things might get personal in this conversation and I am sorry if anything hu-"
His expression changed from calm to stressed ones and he cuts my words saying
"Jazmin, Stop this. We aren't at school, address me as Oppa and don't act like a accountant."

I took a deep sigh and looked at him.
He took my palm in his hands and rubbed them gently to calm me down.

Then he said,
"Actually, I too want to tell you something."

"Please, you go ahead Oppa."

He blushed a little and looked at me with sincere eyes.
A little did I know what was coming up.
He took a deep sigh and held my hands tighter.
He looked at me and said,

"Jazmin I real care alot about you and -"
He paused.

"And I want you to focus on your studies and score really good. Now you can continue."

Wtf?

"Ok? Ig?"
I said with a awkward expression.

"Oppa? Why did you tell me to stay away from Kevin?"

"Um...*shuttering*...I just thought He is a little clingy and you may not like it"

"I have no issues with that. He is like one of the best people I know."

He looked down.

"Sorry"

"Don't "
I said to him.

"Why did you held him with his collar and shouted at him that day in his cabin?"

His grip tightend on my hands.

"You guys were ki- oh I am sorry, sorry Jazmin....I can't "

"Why did you have a problem with me and Jake talking?"

"He was troubling you!!"

''No he wasn't,he is my male bsf!"

"Sorry"

"Why did you shout at me when I was planing my date with Jake?"

"You-"

"How did you know my location?"

"I g-"

"Is there anything you want to confess? TELL ME!!"
Last two words were louder then I thought.
I was shaking and I was on werge to break down.

"No."
He looked down again.

"Ok. Thank you o- Mr Alexander."
I said looking away.
I stood up and ran away.

(3rd person narration)

She stood up and turned away with tears in her eyes. She stood up and She knew she won't be able to hold it anymore.
She had expectations that made her disappointed.
She ran away.
She ran away ignoring her best friend and another person only Alexander was aware about.
His best friend , Jun Seok Kim.
Alexander panicked and stood up,

"JAZMIN!!! JAZZY!!!"

A piece of him was now broken.
He was on the verge to lose the love of his life.
He was cursing his whole existence and then he heard a voice that made him come to his sences.

"Ahh!!! DUMBO!!! YOU ARE SUCH A FREAK MR ALEXANDER WANG!!! THIS ACTION WAS SO RETARDED!!! AND I AM NOT SORRY FOR THIS MY DEAR TEACHER!!"
Byul spitted it all out at once and ran after Jazmin.
"GIRLFRIENDAHH!!! WAIT!!"
Alexander was now numb , he looked at Jun with tear in his eyes.

"Bro, you could have confessed."

"But didn't you say that I need to find out about her feelings for me first?"

"Alexander? Are you really this much of a goofy?"

"What?"

"She is in love with you but she wanted to hear it from you!!"

On the other hand, Jazmin was running.
Running away from reality.
She was being chased by her Best Friend.
She ran to reach.
House.
House of her sickness.
House of her weakness.
House of her mental instability.
House of her craziness.
House of secrets.

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