i feel like
nothing makes sense
anymore.
not even the existence
that i desperately fought for
against the voices
that want me dead.
i can’t honestly see
where my life is going,
so if i am to be interviewed
for a position that i am applying for,
what should i tell them?
should i lie and say
that i think i’ll stay
in their company
and work for them
until my spine is bent?
or should i just shrug
and tell them that i am not quite
sure about where i am headed to?
i just went here
because i am so desperate
to live a meaningful life,
something that i don’t think
i can have if i continued
rotting in that specific area
in our house.
i am really scared,
because the world seems so big;
too wide for a little girl like me.
there are a lot of paths to take,
but it’s not that i can’t choose one.
it is that, i don’t think anything
is for me to pursue.
YOU ARE READING
Found This Book Somewhere In The Forest
Poetry"Talk to my soul later midnight, when the moon's at its peak. That's the only way of communication that I know, because my physical lips will stutter if I told you about how I want to tear my human skin apart and go out."
